The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
"Have you forgotten the heavens and the stars? And then there are other
things, too, that tell of God besides the Bible. Did you ever watch a
dirt-dauber? Know how they work, do you? Builds his nest and puts in
his egg. The young one is not goin' to get out until it can fly, so it
must have food. The parent goes in search. Here comes a worm. Good food
and enough to last until the young dauber is ready to wing its way. But
there is a difficulty. If the dauber kills the worm and puts it in,
it will be rotten as Heck before the young is ready to get out. What
happens? The dauber sticks its stinger into a certain spot where it
paralyzes the worm--knocks him out, so to speak, without killin' him.
Then he puts him in the cell with the young, seals him and leaves. What
I say is--where does the mud-dauber get his knowledge? Who told him to
deaden that food without killin' it? Who shows him, or her, just the
right point to stick in that sting? To me it has always seemed that any
Creator that can plan this way has more than horse-sense. But to make
folks like the Book says, in his own likeness and image, and then get
mad at them and roast them alive a million or so years cause they can't
swallow Hard Shell religion or gulp down Predestinarianism, looks like
God hain't planned things as well as a mud-dauber. Maybe I'm lackin'
myself, but I got to turn loose of God or hell one, and for my purpose
I'm choosin' to hang on to God, and I somehow got a feelin' He's not
goin' back on me. Twouldn't be fair--and God plays fair, gentlemen--God
plays fair."
There was a moment of silence. Then John Rutledge said, "Davy, get a
jug from the cellar. Sis, bring the water pitcher, glasses and sugar."
As the boy and girl arose Lincoln turned slightly. He had not noticed
before that the daughter of the house had joined the group.
As he saw her now in the semi-darkness she looked like some fair
creature of another world. He had heard that Ann Rutledge was the
prettiest girl in town. She had passed his store and been pointed
out to him. He had been told she was engaged to marry John McNeil
who was the most settled young fellow in town and already worth ten
thousand dollars. But neither of these news items had interested him
sufficiently to take his attention from the story he had happened to be
telling or hearing when she had passed.
As his eyes turned toward her, he saw she was leaning forward as if not
to lose a word, and gazing at him intently.
He changed the glance of his eye to give her a chance to look another
way. Then he turned his glance on her again. As he did so there came to
him a revelation. Here was the pilgrim. How did he know it? He could
not tell, yet, as surely as she sat there in the dim light, as surely
as his eyes were resting on her golden head and fair face, he knew it.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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