Elixir of life -- Fiction; Lilith (Semitic mythology) -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
“Dark humour!” she cried in accents that were almost shrill--“Ay!--and
if it be so, El-Râmi, what is my humour to you? Am I anything more to
you than a cipher,--a mere slave? What have the thoughts of a foolish
woman, bent with years and close to the dark gateways of the tomb, to
do with one who deems himself all wisdom? What are the feelings of a
wretched perishable piece of flesh and blood to a self-centred god and
opponent of Nature like El-Râmi-Zarânos?” She laughed bitterly. “Pay
no heed to me, great Master of the Fates invisible!--superb controller
of the thoughts of men!--pay no heed to Zaroba’s ‘dark humours,’ as
you call them. Zaroba has no wings to soar with--she is old and
feeble, and aches at the heart with a burden of unshed tears,--she
would fain have been content with this low earth whereon to tread in
safety,--she would fain have been happy with common joys,--but these
are debarred her, and her lot is like that of many a better woman,--to
sit solitary among the ashes of dead days and know herself desolate!”
She dropped her arms as suddenly as she had raised them. El-Râmi
surveyed her with a touch of derision, and wrote again on the slate:
“I thought you loved your charge?”
Zaroba read, and drew herself up proudly, looking almost as dignified
as El-Râmi himself.
“Does one love a statue?” she demanded. “Shall I caress a picture?
Shall I rain tears or kisses over the mere semblance of a life that
does not live,--shall I fondle hands that never return my clasp? Love!
Love is in my heart--yes! like a shut-up fire in a tomb,--but you hold
the key, El-Râmi, and the flame dies for want of air.”
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