Marjorie wore a long tea-gown, and she was sitting quite alone in the
brilliantly lit place, with a book in her hand. The book was in her
hand indeed, but she was not reading it. Her eyes were fixed upon the
opposite wall, though they saw nothing there. Her thoughts were busy and
her face was pale.
She had recovered from her swoon in a minute or two, and found her
mother fussing round her and her lover generally skilful in doing all
that was necessary. And a short time afterwards she had driven home with
Lady Poole.
What she had heard, the very strain of hearing and being so intensely
interested in it, had taken her strength away. Then had come the words
when Sir William told her that the very thoughts that she was thinking
at that moment were being in some mysterious way recorded and known. And
she knew that she had been thinking of another man, thinking of him as
an engaged girl should never think.
But as she had returned to consciousness, Sir William had told her
kindly and simply that if she had feared her thoughts, whatever they
might be, were known to him, she need fear no longer. "There was no
one," he said, "observing any record of vibrations from your dear mind.
Do you think that I should have allowed that, Marjorie? How could you
think it of me?"
She had driven home relieved but very weary, and feeling how complex
life was, how irrevocable the mistakes one made from impulse or lack of
judgment really were.
Ambition! Yes, it was that that had brought her to where she was now.
Her heart had never been touched by any one. She never thought herself
capable of a great love for a man. From all her suitors she had chosen
the one who most satisfied her intellectual aspirations, who seemed to
her the one that could give her the highest place, not only in the
meaningless ranks of society, but in and among those who are the elect
and real leaders of the world.
And now? Well, now she was waiting because Guy Rathbone was coming to
the house.
A letter from him had arrived just before dinner. She had expected it by
an earlier post, the post by which all his letters usually came, and she
had been impatient at its non-arrival. But it had come at last, and she
was sitting in the drawing-room waiting for him now.
He was on intimate terms in that house, and came and went almost as he
would, old Lady Poole liking to have young people round her, and feeling
that now Marjorie's future was satisfactorily settled, there was no need
to bar her doors to people she was fond of, but who, before the
engagement, she would have regarded as dangerous.
Even as Marjorie was thinking of him, the butler showed Guy Rathbone
into the room.
Marjorie got up, flushing a little as she saw him.
"Mother's very tired," she said; "she's not well to-night, and so she's
gone to bed. Perhaps you'd rather not stay."
He sat down, after shaking hands, without an answer in words. He looked
at her, and that was his answer.
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