"You are engaged to another man," he said. "I don't know him, I have
never seen him. I know he is a great swell and very important. A year
ago, if anybody had told me that I was going to talk to a girl who was
engaged to another man as I'm going to talk to you, I should probably
have knocked him down. Shows one never knows, doesn't it, Marjorie?"
She began to breathe quickly. Her breast rose and fell, her agitation
was very manifest. The tears were beginning to well up in her eyes. She
hated herself for this visible emotion; she did her best to control it,
but it was utterly impossible, and she knew that she was telling him
even now what she knew also he most desired to hear.
He got up from his chair, big, forceful, manly and young, and was by her
side in a moment.
"Marjorie," he said, "dear, sweet girl, I can't help telling you,
however wrong it may be. I love you, I love you deeply and dearly. I am
quite certain, I don't know how, but I'm certain, and nothing in the
world could persuade me I wasn't, that I'm the man who was made for you,
and that you're the girl who was made for me. I can't put it poetically,
I don't know how to say it beautifully, as the Johnnies say it in the
novels and on the stage, but, darling, I love you."
There was a catch and a break in his voice; a sob had come into it.
Then he went on. "Do you know, Marjorie, I can't help thinking somehow
that you must have made a mistake--" He was kneeling now by the side of
her chair. His arms stole round her, she made no motion to forbid it. It
was a moment of absolute surrender, a surrender which she had no power
to withstand.
And now he held her in his strong arms, his kisses fell upon her lips,
her head was on his shoulder, she was sobbing quietly and happily. With
no word of avowal spoken, she gave herself to him at that moment. He had
felt, and his whole body was shaken with joy and triumph, that come what
might, she was his in spirit if indeed she could never be his in any
other way.
It was a great moment for those two young lives. Young man and maid,
knowing themselves and each other for the first time. It wasn't
romantic, exactly, there was nothing very striking about it, perhaps,
but it was sweet--ah! unutterably sweet!
* * * * *
He was walking about the room.
"You must tell him," he said, "dearest. You'll have to go through so
much more than I shall, and it cuts me to the heart to think of it.
You'll have to face all the opposition of everybody, of your people, of
society and the world generally. And I can't help; you'll have to go
through this alone. It's a bitter thought that I can't help you. Dear,
dare you fight through this for me? Are you strong enough? are you brave
enough?"
She went up to him, and placed both her hands upon his shoulders,
looking straight into his face.
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