The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"It is in your power to be all you have been--nay, more; for many men
rise to eminence, but how few when once they have sunk, have energy and
firmness to regain the proud height from which they fell. It may be a
work of time to you--it must be one of unbending resolution; but with
such a mind and such attainments as your's, it will require nothing
more. In the meantime, you shall not be harassed by debts, nor tortured
by poverty. I have means, my friend--ample means; wealth beyond my
hopes or wishes. It is useless to me, for my habits are frugal, and my
expenses do not reach a fourth of my income. I will place in your hands
the requisite sum to free you from all incumbrance, and enable you to
pursue the plan I propose; and it shall be a debt between us, to be
repaid when you are once more in prosperous circumstances. If this
place be disagreeable to you, remove to some other; I will accompany
you: all places now are the same to me. Do this Heywood, I conjure, I
implore you; and you will confer on me a degree of happiness which
nothing I have ever yet compassed could equal. What say you?"
"I say as Nero said--'It is too late.' You speak of my mind and my
attainments. It must be plain to you as it is to me, that whatever that
mind may have been in the flower of my youth and the pride of my
manhood, it is now weakened, broken, dropping to decay; and what avails
knowledge, learning, the deep research into ancient wisdom, the
unwearied study of modern science? When the judgment that should direct
their use is fled, they become a pile of worthless lore. No, I am a
lost, degraded wretch--a mockery and a byword--
'A fixed figure for the time of scorn
To point his slow, unmoving finger at.'
There is nothing left for me but to die and be forgotten."
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