The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
And yet I was a fool, a miserable fool; but as it is a great approach
to wisdom to know our own weakness, I am in a fair way to become a
Solon, and should not be surprised, if ere long, public honors were
decreed me. They must hurry them tho', or it will be to my senseless
ashes they will bow, and hang their laurel wreaths upon my urn. But it
grows late, my friend, and I must leave you. We are neither of us the
boys we were, when we could stare the rising sun in the face, as he
peeped upon our protracted revels. We will meet again soon." "Soon!" I
exclaimed; "yes, tomorrow; I have not exhausted the half of what I have
to say to you." "Faith, I have given you but little chance," said
Heywood; "I am in truth a sad talker. Good night, or rather morning,
for 'methinks I scent the morning air.'" And he left me, not without a
promise however, with difficulty obtained from him, that he would join
me at dinner on the morrow. He was punctual to his engagement, and I
was much pleased to find that he was free from all artificial
excitement. After we had dined, and I had discussed my usual allowance
of wine, (in which Heywood did not join, alleging that it did not agree
with him,) I proposed to him to take a stroll, for I felt as if I could
make the effort I had determined upon, with more ease in the open air,
than when seated in a small room _tete a tete_. After we had cleared
the skirts of the town, I commenced making my approaches from a wary
distance, to the subject I was anxious to enter upon. "To-day was the
first of the sitting of the superior court for this term, I believe,
Heywood; were you there?"
"No, not I; what should I do there? I have always made it a rule not to
thrust myself into a place where I have no business."
"Have you entirely given up the practice of the law?"
"No, but the practice has entirely deserted me."
"How happened that? I have heard your legal attainments spoken of in
terms of the highest praise."
"I neglected it, as I have neglected every thing else; health,
reputation, my obligations to society, and my duty, if not my reverence
to God. This is a painful subject, S----; let us quit it. If I dwell
upon it, it will unman me, and I shall then break through a resolution
I this day made, and fain would keep."
"Will you tell me what that resolution is?"
"I had rather not;
'Be innocent of the knowledge,
Till thou applaud the deed.'"
"Heywood! will you let me act towards you as one friend should act
towards another?"
"How? in what way? explain yourself."
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