The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836Various
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The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The blood rushed to Julia's head, and back again to her heart, like a
torrent; a vertigo seized her; and all the objects before her, were,
for a moment, an indistinct, whirling mass. But she did not faint; she
did not even betray her feelings, though she took the first
opportunity to leave the room, and obtain a seat. For a long time she
was unconscious of all that was passing around her; she could not even
think—she only felt. Her husband's voice was the first thing that
aroused her attention. He was standing near her with another
gentleman; but it was evident that neither of them were aware of her
proximity.
“Mrs. Brooks looks uncommonly well to-night,” said Mr. Westbury's
companion; “her dress is peculiarly becoming.”
“It would be,” said Mr. Westbury, “were it not for those blue
ribbands; but I can think no lady looks well who has any of that
odious color about her.”
“It is one of the most beautiful and delicate colors in the world,”
said the other gentleman. “I wonder at your taste.”
“It does finely in its place,” said Mr. Westbury—“that is—in the
heavens above our heads—but never about the person of a lady.”
Julia wished her mantle and her girdle in Africa—“Yet why?” thought
she. “I dare say he is ignorant that I have any of the color he so
much dislikes, about me! His heart belongs to another, and he cares
not—minds not, how she is clad whom he calls wife.”
Mr. Westbury and his friend now moved to another part of the room, and
it was as much as Julia could do, to answer with propriety the few
remarks that a passing acquaintance now and then made to her. At
length the company began to disperse, and presently Julia saw Mr.
Westbury leading Miss Eldon from the room. His head was inclined
toward her; a bright hectic spot was on his cheek, and he was speaking
to her in the softest tone, as they passed near where Julia was
sitting. Miss Eldon's eyes were raised to his face, while her
countenance wore a mingled expression of pain and pleasure. Julia had
just time enough to remark all this, ere they left the room. “O, that
I were away!” thought she—“that I were at home!—that I were—in my
grave!” She sat perfectly still—perfectly unconscious of all that was
going forward, until Mr. Westbury came to her, inquiring “whether she
meant to be the last to take leave?” Julia mechanically arose,
mechanically made her parting compliments to Mrs. Brooks—and scarcely
knew any thing till she arrived at her own door. Just touching her
husband's hand, she sprung from the carriage, and flew to her chamber.
For a while she walked the floor in an agony of feeling. The
constraint under which she had labored, served but to increase the
violence of her emotion, now that she was free to indulge it. “O, why
did I attend this party?” at length thought she—“O, what have I not
suffered!” After a while, however, her reason began to operate. “What
have I seen, that I ought not to have expected?” she asked herself.
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