The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
From that hour all Lucille's happiness was at an end; her fairy palace
was shattered in the dust; the magician's wand was broken up; the
Ariel was given to the winds; and the bright enchantment no longer
distinguished the land she lived in from the rest of the barren world.
It was true that St. Amand's words were kind; it is true that he
remembered with the deepest gratitude all she had done in his behalf;
it is true that he forced himself again and again to say, "She is my
betrothed--my benefactress!" and he cursed himself to think that the
feelings he had entertained for her were fled. Where was the passion
of his words? where the ardor of his tone? where that play and light
of countenance which her step, _her_ voice could formerly call forth?
When they were alone he was embarrassed and constrained, and almost
cold; his hand no longer sought hers; his soul no longer missed her if
she was absent a moment from his side. When in their household circle,
he seemed visibly more at ease; but did his eyes fasten upon her who
had opened them to the day? did they not wander at every interval with
a too eloquent admiration to the blushing and radiant face of the
exulting Julie? This was not, you will believe, suddenly perceptible
in one day or one week, but every day it was perceptible more and
more. Yet still--bewitched, ensnared as St. Amand was--he never
perhaps would have been guilty of an infidelity that he strove with
the keenest remorse to wrestle against, had it not been for the fatal
contrast, at the first moment of his gushing enthusiasm, {60} which
Julie had presented to Lucille; but for that he would have formed no
previous idea of real and living beauty to aid the disappointment of
his imaginings and his dreams. He would have seen Lucille young and
graceful, and with eyes beaming affection, contrasted only by the
wrinkled countenance and bended frame of her parents, and she would
have completed her conquest over him before he had discovered that she
was less beautiful than others; nay more--that infidelity never could
have lasted above the first few days, if the vain and heartless object
of it had not exerted every art, all the power and witchery of her
beauty, to cement and continue it. The unfortunate Lucille--so
susceptible to the slightest change in those she loved, so diffident
of herself, so proud too in that diffidence--no longer necessary, no
longer missed, no longer loved--could not bear to endure the galling
comparison of the past and present. She fled uncomplainingly to her
chamber to indulge her tears, and thus, unhappily, absent as her
father generally was during the day, and busied as her mother was
either at work or in household matters, she left Julie a thousand
opportunities to complete the power she had begun to wield over--no,
not the heart!--the _senses_ of St. Amand! Yet, still not suspecting,
in the open generosity of her mind, the whole extent of her
affliction, poor Lucille buoyed herself at times with the hope that
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