“Will you have some coffee? The Allies stole all our wine!” Then she
softened again, and gave him good coffee, because, like all women, she
had a tender spot somewhere for a man who had once desired her. But it
was only for a moment. He sat there, unaltered, just as he had sat when
she had sent him to deliver a message to Georges. And the thought that
Georges had gone out of her life, and that this lesser man of hers was
on his way to England, to go out of her life just as effectually, hurt
her possessive and domineering instincts. She said bitterly, “I lost my
fiancé, after all!” and as he murmured some condolence her spleen
overcame her, and she lashed out with her tongue at all the damage done
to the farm and to her father, the destruction of her brothers and
Georges, at all the work there was to do, and no one to do it.
She saw Millgate fidget, heard him say in English, “Come on!” Then she
saw Skene rise, bid her good-bye, and go. She moved to the door, but for
the life of her she could not say if she wanted him to go or stay.
Then, as he swung his leg, in its soiled army clothes, over his horse’s
back, straightened up, and clattered away, she knew. She did not want
him, had never wanted him, nor any Englishman, nor anything English. He
was just one of the things the War, the cursed War, had brought on her,
and now it, and they, were going. Good riddance. Nor was her feeling
unreasonable. The only thing she and Skene had in common, was the War.
The War removed, they had absolutely no means of contact. Their case was
not isolated. It was national.
* * * * *
So Madeleine remained in the Spanish Farm, and saw no more English, for
the Labor Corps soon broke up and went, and she did not care. She was
engrossed in one thing only: to get back, sou by sou, everything that
had been lost or destroyed, plundered or shattered, by friend or foe,
and pay herself for everything she had suffered and dared. And as there
was a Madeleine more or less, widowed and childless, bereaved and
soured, in every farm in northeastern France, she became a portent.
Statesmen feared or wondered at her, schemers and the new business men
served her and themselves through her, while philosophers shuddered. For
she was the Spanish Farm, the implacable spirit of that borderland so
often fought over, never really conquered. She was that spirit that
forgets nothing and forgives nothing, but maintains itself, amid all
disasters, and necessarily. For she was perhaps the most concrete
expression of humanity’s instinctive survival in spite of its own
perversity and ignorance. There must she stand, slow-burning revenge
incarnate, until a better, gentler time.
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