For a short time they seemed almost alone on the processional road. No
more cars passed them, and only occasionally a bicycle or a trap. Simon
felt more than ever ashamed of himself as his nerve steadied and his
excitement cooled. He had made a bonny fool of himself, he thought,
standing up and shouting as if he was cracked. Witham would snap at the
tale like a meaty bone, and folk would be waiting to twit him when he
got in. It wasn’t as if he were in the mood for a joke, either, seeing
how things were; he would find it hard to take it as it was meant. And
there was one person at least to whom the tale would be Balm in Gilead
for many a happy day. He hoped fervently that it might not reach her
ears.
Sooner or later it would reach her, of course; everything that made mock
of them always did. The most that could be hoped for was that they would
not meet her to-day, backed by her usual sycophantic crowd. Sarah would
never stand any nonsense from her to-day, depressed as she was by the
trouble about her eyes. There would be a scuffle between them, as sure
as eggs were eggs, and just when he wanted things smooth in that
quarter, too. He thought of giving her a hint to be careful, and opened
his mouth, and then decided to keep off the subject, and shut it again.
Not that they ever _did_ keep off it, as he knew perfectly well. Sooner
or later it was on their lips, and certainly always after a day at
market. They had discussed it so often from every possible point that
they did not always know which it was that spoke. They had long since
forgotten from which of their minds the bitter, perpetual speeches had
first been born. Often they waked in the night to talk of the hated
thing, and slept and wakened only to talk of it again. There was
nothing good that they had which it had not poisoned at the source, and
no sorrow but was made a double sorrow thereby. There was scarcely one
of their memories that did not ache because of that constant sword-point
in its heart.
It was on market-day each week that their fount of bitterness was
continually refreshed. They kept up the old habit for more reasons than
one, but most of all because of this thing which hurt and cramped their
lives. It was like a vice of some sort which had long become an
imperative need. Each week they came home with the iron fresh sunk in
their souls, and each week they went again to look on the thing that
they both loathed.
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