Sandholes was in sight now, and the horse quickened its pace, triumphing
over the last few wearisome yards. As they approached the house, with
its white face set on a body of looming buildings behind, they had as
always a mingled sensation of sadness and relief. Not that the place
was sad to them because of its dreary emptiness set amongst formless
fields. In the course of years it had become for them merely an
atmosphere, not a thing of sight. They were only depressed by it because
for them it was the heart of failure and loss. And in the same way they
were relieved by it, dignified, sanctuaried and consoled, because this
was their hiding-place against the world, and here the heart of their
few memories of joy.
The house was dark, but they were accustomed to that, used to the door
that would not open, however they knocked, and the windows that for ever
would never frame a face, however they hailed. They were used to that
stumbling into the place in the folding dark, to the striking of a match
that brought them nothing but the dreary waiting rigidity of the things
they had left behind. They were used, too, to an uprising fear on the
struck light that some terrible change might have taken place in the
empty house; that even the waiting things might have played them false
while they were gone....
So lonely looked the place, that it seemed as if it might even revenge
itself upon those who had the temerity to awaken it during that sinking
hour, but, as they reached the gate, the old dog asleep in a loose box
aroused himself to a hoarse, recognising bark. The few cows, also,
waiting to be fed, sent out deep complaints at the sound of the coming
wheels. And as they finally rattled into the uneven yard, a woman’s
figure stood up and waved to them from the sea-wall.
PART III
MAY
I
The afternoon which had seen Sarah’s short-lived splendour had been
sweet also for May. Sweeter, indeed, since for her there was no
clashing of fierce passions to jar the tender witchery of her mood. And
though the glamour was of the past,--a sheet of gold as of sunlight far
at the back of her mind; a sea of gold from which she moved ever inward
towards the darkness of the hills,--a tongue of light had suddenly
darted from it to stream like a golden wind-blown ribbon over her path.
That light was the knowledge that in her own hands lay the possibility
of Geordie’s return.
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