The dusk thickened about her as the night tried to impress itself on the
earth as a separate entity from the mist. The most that it could do,
however, was to produce the effect of a hovering shadow from some huge
arrested wing. The real warning of night was in the deepened sense of
loneliness and dread of personal diminution in a growing space, in the
further recession of things unseen as well as seen. It lay, too, in the
stirring consciousness of the impending advent of the tide. She began
to look anxiously towards her father’s window for the lamp, and though
she was comforted when she saw no sign, it stamped the illusion of
desolation on her mind. Then she heard the cattle stir in the shippon
as she walked along the wall, and was cheered and companioned by them
for a little while. She would have gone down to them, or to the dog,
who was always a firm friend, but she was afraid of losing her
consciousness of time. She could not tear herself, either, from her
breathless waiting for the silence to fill with life. She was cold
whether she stood or walked, and more and more oppressed by a sense of
folly and grave doubt. She even laughed at the middle-aged woman who
had thrilled like a girl, but she laughed between her tears. Once or
twice she ran down the bank and on to the sand, but always something
drew her back, and at last, when she had listened so long that she had
ceased to hear, there came the crunching sound of the Thornthwaite
wheels. It was there suddenly where there had been no sign, as if it
had only begun at the moment it reached her ear. At once her courage
sprang up again, and her spirits rose. The whole affair was sweet and
brave once more. It was as if she had heard her lover himself coming
surely towards her over the lonely marsh....
III
Simon uttered an exclamation when he saw the figure on the wall. His
heart leaped first with a supernatural fear, and then with a sudden
foreboding of some normal ill. His nerves were still unstrung from his
experience with the car, and ready enough to shape familiar objects into
ghosts. Even when he had recognised May and spoken her name, he could
not rid himself of his feeling of alarm.
So he was not pleased to see her when she came running down, and Sarah,
who had spent so kindly a morning with her, was not pleased either. In
the last few miles she had seemed to travel out of human touch, and
there was a jar in the sudden intrusion of even this one thing left to
her to love. Her brow contracted both with the effort of thought and
the effort of sight, but indeed she knew well enough why May was there.
Her intuition had worked uncertainly all the day, but it warned her now.
She knew what impulse had brought May out to await their coming home.
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