Still, however, the house seemed unaroused, and would remain so until
the master came in, because those who live much by themselves do not
hear the sound of their own feet. They seem to themselves to move like
ghosts through the rooms; it is only their thoughts that they hear about
the place. And there are no houses so quiet as those which spend half
their days hearkening to that eternal talker, the sea. The other half
of their lives is still as the sands are still, sharing that same
impression of quittance for all time.
The kitchen, once perfectly kept, was already beginning to show signs of
Sarah’s failing sight. There were holes in the cloth rug which she
unrolled before the fire, and slits in the patch-work cushions on the
rush-bottomed chairs. The pots in the half-empty pot-rail were all
askew, and the battered pewter and brass had ceased to put in its claim
to be silver and gold. There was an out-of-date almanack under the old
clock, and an ancient tide-table over the mantelshelf. But the real
tragedy of the place was not in its poverty but in its soul. Behind the
lack of material comfort there was a deeper penury still,--the lack of
hope and a forward outlook and a reason for going on. The place was
cold because the hearts of its tenants were growing cold.
The candle, as always, drove the impression of utter desolation home.
No other light produces that same effect of a helpless battle against
the dark. No other is so surely a symbol of the defiant human soul,
thinking it shines on the vast mysteries of space. No other shows so
clearly the fear of the soul that yet calls its fear by the name of
courage and stands straight, and in the midst of the sea of the dark
cries to all men to behold that courage and take heart.
All about that little challenge of light were the brooding obscurities
of sand and marsh, and, nearer yet, the looming enigma of the empty
house. At the back of the mind there was always the consciousness of
unlit rooms, of echoing passages, and climbing, creaking stairs. Always
at night there is that mystery of terror in a half-used house, pressing
on those who crouch in some charmed corner of its walls.
Sarah was different, somehow, now that she was at home, and free of the
outdoor-clothes which she had worn all day. It was as if bonnet and
mantle were the armour of her class, in which she was ready to face the
offensive of the world. Without it she was more primitive and more
human, relaxed in muscles and nerves. Now one could guess at the
motherliness in her to which Jim had clung, unswervingly trusting in
spite of her dislike. Her grey hair had been slightly ruffled both by
the bonnet and the drive, and on her old neck it even curled a little,
showing itself still soft and fine.
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