Martinmas hirings would be in full swing when they got in, but there was
no need now for Simon to enter the ring. Their hired man had seen them
through the busiest time, but they could manage without him through the
winter months. Their hired men had never stayed very long, because the
depression of the place seemed to get into their bones. They tired of
crops which seemed to make a point of ’finger and toe,’ and of waiting
through dismal weeks to get in the hay. Now the Thornthwaites would
never have the worry of hay-time on their own account again,--never open
the door to catch the scent from their waiting fields,--never watch the
carts coming back on the golden evening to the barn. ’Never again’
would be written over many things after to-day, but perhaps it was there
that they saw it written first. After all this time things had somehow
stopped of themselves, and after all this time there was nothing to do
but go.
Lads and lasses went by them on cycles, or tugging bundles as they
walked; youth with bright cheeks and strong shoulders and clear eyes,
taking its health and strength to the market to be hired. Some of them
greeted the old folks as they passed, but others did not as much as know
their names. Both Simon and Sarah came of old and respectable stock,
but to the young generation skimming by on wheels these two had been as
good as buried years ago. Sarah’s eyes strained themselves after the
lithe bodies of the lads, while Simon looked at the lasses with their
loads. He would have liked to have offered some of them a lift, but he
knew he would catch it from Sarah if he did. Sarah hated the younger
end of folk, she always said, and the fly-away lasses she hated most of
all. She saw them going past her into beautiful life, just as their
swifter wheels went past the trap. Always they were leaving her behind
as it seemed to her that she had always been left. It was true, of
course, that she had had her turn, but now it seemed so far away it
might never have been. All she could see in the background when she
looked behind was the cheerless desert which she had had to cover since.
They were about half-way to Witham when the moment of spoken decision
caught them unawares. All their stolid resistance and obstinate
clinging to the farm gave in that instant as easily as a pushed door.
It was as if a rock at the mouth of a cave had suddenly proved no more
than a cloud pausing before it in the act of drifting by. The end came
as nearly always after a prolonged fight,--smoothly, painlessly, with a
curious lack of interest or personal will. The burden had been so heavy
that the last straw passed almost unnoticed which brought them finally
to the ground. They had lived so close to the edge for so many years
that the step which carried them over it scarcely jarred.
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