Sarah thought of her wedding-day as they drove through the torpid
afternoon, and under the low sky that was shut over the earth like a
parsimonious hand. The wedding-day had been soft and sunny and sweet,
with a high blue sky that looked empty from zone to zone, until, looking
up until you were almost blind, you saw that you stared through layer
upon layer of tender-coloured air. The mountains had been like that,
too, clear yet vapour-veiled, and even the blue of the sea had been just
breathed upon as well. It was a real bridal day, with its hint of
beauty only just withheld, its lovely actual presences that still
dropped curtains between. The earth-veils had had nothing in common with
Eliza’s flaunting mockery of a veil, nor was there anything in common
between the mysteries behind. The strong mountain was more subtle and
shy than Eliza, the terrible sea more tender, the great sky with its
hidden storms more delicate and remote. Eliza’s bold and confident
beauty had clashed with them as a brass band clashes with a stretching,
moonlit shore. It was for Sarah in her stiff straw bonnet and brown
gown that the bridal veils of the world had been sweetly worn.
She had thought herself neat and suitable when she looked in the glass,
and had found it enough, because all her instincts were neat and plain.
It was a cruel irony of fate that had forced her into a morbid,
passionate groove. In those days she had never as much as heard of
obsessions of the mind, and would not have believed they could touch
her, if she had. She had asked nothing of life but that it should be
clean and straight, and still found it hard to believe in the shadowed,
twisted thing which it had proved.
Her parents had died before Simon had made her a home, so she had gone
out to service and had been married from her ’place.’ She found him
waiting when she went downstairs, in clothes as neat and suitable as her
own, and he had given her a bunch of lilies of the valley, and a little
Prayer Book with a brown back. They had always been matter-of-fact as
lovers, and they were very matter-of-fact now, but Sarah, from this
far-off distance, knew that, after all, they had not missed the thrill.
Even in the small-windowed, silent house that had a maiden lady for
tenant there was a touch of the exquisite thing,--the same delicate
rapture that was spreading its diaphanous wings over the coloured sea
and land....
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