To-day, tired as they were with the hours in town, and already reacting
from their great decision, a jovial party seemed more than they could
stand. Signs of it reached them as they came to the last gate, making
Sarah draw in her lips and Simon scowl. The sounds seemed intensified
by the stillness of the day, crossing and jarring the mood of Nature as
well as that of the approaching guests. Faces were pressed to panes as
they rattled up, but nobody came out to give Sarah a hand down, or to
offer to help Simon with the horse. They were too common a sight to
arouse any interest or even courtesy in that house.
She climbed down gropingly, and he led the horse away, leaving her
standing, waiting, in the empty yard. She stood with her back turned to
the kitchen window, conscious, though she could not see them, of the
eyes that were raking her shabby figure through the glass. The sounds
of merriment burst out afresh, and she winced a little, though she did
not move. They were laughing at her, she felt sure, but there was
nothing new to that. They often laughed, she knew, since she had ceased
to be able to stop them with a glance. She shivered, standing there,
and her bones ached with the damp, but she was in no hurry to enter the
warm, crowded room. It was better to shiver in the coldest spaces of
earth than to be shut into Heaven itself with Eliza and her tongue.
The green house-door with its brass knocker was close at her left hand,
but she did not attempt to open it and go in. That was a privilege only
accorded to the rich and proud, not to a poor relation come to beg.
Nevertheless, it was one of her hidden dreams that someday she would
enter by that grand front-door. In the Great Dream Geordie came home
with a fortune in his hands, so that all doors, even the Door of
Blindbeck, instantly stood wide. They would drive up to it in a smart
cart behind a fast young horse, with Geordie, a pattern of fashion,
holding the reins. His mother would be beside him, of course, in
crackling silk, with a velvet mantle and a bonnet of plumes and jet.
Simon, the lesser glory, would have to sit behind, but even Simon would
be a sight for Blindbeck eyes. When the Dream came true, the house
could be as full of pryers as it chose, with crushed noses and faces
green with envy set like bottle-ends in every pane. The farm-men would
come to the doors and gape, and even the dogs would stop to sniff at so
much that was new. Geordie would jump down, reins in hand, and bang the
brass knocker until it shook the house, while Sarah, secure in the
presence of her golden lad, would sit aloft and aloof like any other
silken queen. Soon they would hear Eliza’s step along the sacred,
oil-clothed passage; and she, when she opened the door, would see their
glory framed beyond. Sarah would throw her a graceful word, asking leave
to step inside, and climb down with a rustle of silk on the arms of her
husband and son.
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