Sally stood looking at her with an expression of mingled pity, curiosity
and awe. She had pitied her often enough before, but she had never
before seen her through the slightest veil of romance. Sometimes,
indeed, the tale of the damaged wedding-day had touched her imagination
like the scent of a bruised flower, but it was so faint and far-off that
it passed again like a breath. To-day, however, she had that sudden
sense of exquisite beauty in the old, which all must feel who see in
them the fragile storehouses of life. The old woman had known so much
that she would never know, looked on a different world with utterly
different eyes. There was romance in the thought of the dead she had
seen and spoken to and laughed with and touched and loved. And even
now, with the flower of her life apparently over and withered back again
to its earth, this sudden splendour of Geordie had blossomed for her at
the end.
The girl waited a moment, hoping for a word, and then, though rather
reluctantly, turned towards the door. She wanted to hear still more
about the marvellous news, but the old woman looked so tired that she
did not like to ask. She was anxious, too, to get back to the kitchen
to keep an eye on Mary Phyllis. Yet still she lingered, puzzled and
curious, and still touched by that unusual sense of awe. An exotic
beauty had passed swiftly into the musty air of Eliza’s parlour, a sense
of wonder from worlds beyond ... the strong power of a dream.
"You’re over-tired, aren’t you, Aunt Sarah?" she repeated, for want of
something better to say. She spoke rather timidly, as if aware that the
words only brushed the surface of deeper things below.
Sarah answered her without opening her eyes.
"Ay, my lass. Just a bit."
"You’d best stop here quietly till Uncle Simon’s yoked up. I’ll see
nobody bothers you if you feel like a nap. I’d fetch you a drop of
cowslip wine, but mother’s got the key."
"Nay, I want nowt wi’ it, thank ye," Sarah said. "I’ll do all right."
She lifted her hands contentedly, and folded them in her lap. "Likely
I’ll drop off for a minute, as you say."
"Ay, well, then, I’d best be getting back." She moved resolutely now,
but paused with her hand on the latch. "Aunt Sarah," she asked rather
breathlessly, "was all that about Cousin Geordie true?"
Sarah’s lids quivered a little, and then tightened over her eyes.
"Ay. True enough."
"It’s grand news, if it is! ... I’m right glad about it, I’m sure! I’ve
always thought it hard lines, him going off like that. And you said
he’d done well for himself, didn’t you, Aunt Sarah? ... Eh, but I wish
Elliman could make some brass an’ all!"
"There’s a deal o’ power in brass." The words came as if of themselves
from behind the mask-like face. "Folks say it don’t mean happiness, but
it means power. It’s a stick to beat other folk wi’, if it’s nowt
else."
"I don’t want to beat anybody, I’m sure!" Sally laughed, though with
tears in her voice. "I only want what’s my own."
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