The splendour of Asia: The story and teaching of the BuddhaBeck, L. Adams (Lily Adams)
Religion
The splendour of Asia: The story and teaching of the Buddha
Beck, L. Adams (Lily Adams)
Buddha (The concept)
“This morning I woke, and in the august quiet of the dawn I knew that my
hope of hopes was given to me and my joy brimmed and sparkled in the cup
of jewelled gold from the Gods, and I would have turned then into my
lord’s breast to tell of it, but that night you had not passed with me
but in the chamber of deodar, so I lay and dreamed awake, lost in bliss
until they brought me word that our father would speak with me, and I
went.”
“But all this was good, my lily swaying on blue waters. And what was
your hope?” he said with a hand coming and going softly in her hair, and
the monotony and gentleness of his touch soothed her like the
immeasurable falling of far-distant water—no louder than the humming of
a bee. And drawing more quiet breath, she continued:
“Our father asked me, lord of my soul, whether still you escaped away in
soul from all the love and laughter about you. For when this is so, is
it not that we fail to make you glad, and am not I, your wife, the worst
sinner? O heart of my heart, what more is there that we have not done?
Tell me, I beseech you.”
And he answered, “Nothing,” looking above her head to the heights.
Passionately she caught his hands in hers.
“Then, O beloved, if we have done all and fail, _what_ is it that draws
you from me? What is your soul’s desire? When our father, believing a
man might weary of my poor beauty, sought out new faces for the Painted
Chambers, did I weep? I smiled, though—But no, I will not say it. If it
was your pleasure, what should I be but glad? But still you were drawn
from us, and it has been a terror that bit into my soul, when waking in
a white moonlight, I have seen you sitting with alien eyes fixed upon
the great march of the stars. And yet I have kept silence. But now, lord
of my life I ask this—where is it your soul goes, and to whom?”
Her hands, hot with the fever of the soul, pleaded for her, clasping
his. Her dark eyes heavy with tears entreated mercy. He answered
gravely:
“I go to my own people.”
“And we are not your own people? Beloved, beloved—Your words are
swords, who then are your own?”
“I cannot tell.”
Her hope forgotten, the Princess knelt beside him.
“O noble one, is it life or death that draws you?”
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