African American families -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Rural-urban migration -- United States -- Fiction
Fannie went out with little hope in her heart, and a short while after
she was gone Joe decided to follow her and make an attempt to get work.
"I 'll go an' see what I kin do, anyway, Kit. 'T ain't much use, I
reckon, trying to get into a bahbah shop where they shave white folks,
because all the white folks are down on us. I 'll try one of the
coloured shops."
This was something of a condescension for Berry Hamilton's son. He had
never yet shaved a black chin or put shears to what he termed "naps,"
and he was proud of it. He thought, though, that after the training he
had received from the superior "Tonsorial Parlours" where he had been
employed, he had but to ask for a place and he would be gladly
accepted.
It is strange how all the foolish little vaunting things that a man says
in days of prosperity wax a giant crop around him in the days of his
adversity. Berry Hamilton's son found this out almost as soon as he had
applied at the first of the coloured shops for work.
"Oh, no, suh," said the proprietor, "I don't think we got anything fu'
you to do; you 're a white man's bahbah. We don't shave nothin' but
niggahs hyeah, an' we shave 'em in de light o' day an' on de groun'
flo'."
"W'y, I hyeah you say dat you could n't git a paih of sheahs thoo a
niggah's naps. You ain't been practisin' lately, has you?" came from the
back of the shop, where a grinning negro was scraping a fellow's face.
"Oh, yes, you 're done with burr-heads, are you? But burr-heads are good
enough fu' you now."
"I think," the proprietor resumed, "that I hyeahed you say you was n't
fond o' grape pickin'. Well, Josy, my son, I would n't begin it now,
'specially as anothah kin' o' pickin' seems to run in yo' fambly."
Joe Hamilton never knew how he got out of that shop. He only knew that
he found himself upon the street outside the door, tears of anger and
shame in his eyes, and the laughs and taunts of his tormentors still
ringing in his ears.
It was cruel, of course it was cruel. It was brutal. But only he knew
how just it had been. In his moments of pride he had said all those
things, half in fun and half in earnest, and he began to wonder how he
could have been so many kinds of a fool for so long without realising
it.
He had not the heart to seek another shop, for he knew that what would
be known at one would be equally well known at all the rest. The hardest
thing that he had to bear was the knowledge that he had shut himself out
of all the chances that he now desired. He remembered with a pang the
words of an old negro to whom he had once been impudent, "Nevah min',
boy, nevah min', you 's bo'n, but you ain't daid!"
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