Yet this feeling of dread was mingled with a sense of fascination: his
tortured mind was like a singed moth which returns again and again to
the burning lamp. As Mr. Bradley spoke he became conscious that he was
describing all that had taken place last night as accurately as if he
had been present in the room. He seemed to have divined that Grif had
been afraid, that the looking-glass had glittered, that the shadows
had grown alive, that his room had been invaded by a ghostly activity,
which had permitted him to drop asleep only that it might draw him
more certainly out into the darkness. And when he spoke now, it was no
longer of a secret playmate, of a happy boy and of the open sky, but of
an enemy, a beast hungry for its prey, a crouching cruel antagonist.
Grif had ceased altogether to reply to him. He lay perfectly still, his
dark eyes wide and troubled, while Mr. Bradley told him dismal tales
whose very craziness seemed to make them more real. And as his low
voice vibrated with a curious, passionate gluttony, the churchyard, no
longer green and pleasant, but a place of grisly horrors, seemed to
creep closer and closer to them, till at last its white tombs lay just
beneath the window.
“I will tell you how I first came to be certain of these things,”
the organist whispered, drawing nearer and bending down, while his
long thin fingers curved and straightened themselves on the bright
counterpane, and his eyes glittered into Grif’s. “I must go back a
good many years, to an autumn night long ago, when a young man, walking
home through the streets, began to watch his shadow gliding over the
ground in the light of the gas lamps. It was not till he was half way
home that he noticed how unfamiliar it looked, and then something about
it attracted his attention and he stood still. A strange, a horrible
thought had entered his mind. He struggled against it as people
struggle against a bad dream. Then he hurried on, and looked at his
shadow again as seldom as possible.
“When he reached home he felt a little ashamed, and yet he still had
a lingering sense of uneasiness and depression. He went straight to
bed, and it was later than usual when, next day, he woke out of a heavy
stupid sleep. Immediately he knew that something had happened, that
he had learned some secret――a secret he did not want to think of, but
which he could not forget. He went out after breakfast. The sun was
shining; the streets were full of people. ‘I won’t look,’ he said; but
a moment later he cast a hurried glance at a whitewashed wall he was
passing, and on the wall he saw the shadow.
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