Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
For a moment Jim felt as if Henry must read the thoughts that blazed so
fiercely in his mind. So this was Henry’s way of deceiving Diana. He
tried to control his face so that it might give no sign of the disgust
he felt. Henry had turned away; Jim could see him nervously twisting
his mustache; Diana was smiling tenderly on Henry as though in approval
of his morning’s benevolent work. Jim, reading between the lines, saw
Henry wince at the dishonestly gained approbation; and decided that
Henry was vulnerable where his desire to gain her respect was concerned.
This was so much in his favor, at all events.
An hour later, as they sat over their coffee, Henry began explaining to
Jim his work with the Yeomanry. If Jim stayed at home he wanted him to
join in this splendid service to England.
"We shall need these men later, mark me. The situation in Africa is
threatening." Then followed a discussion of their plans.
Henry’s career as a soldier, Jim remembered, had promised well, but he
also remembered certain periods of riotous living that had brought him
for a time under the ban of the authorities.
As Henry elaborated his scheme to perfect the Yeomanry in their county,
Jim acknowledged that there was no question of his undoubted ability to
be in command. He succumbed to the strong personal charm of his cousin.
Surely Henry would control himself and make a worthy showing of his life
yet. In Jim’s heart was the silent prayer that it might be so, and that
perhaps he could help him to attain this result.
Diana, listening, was happy in the apparent new bond between the
cousins. She had been so eager for this: that Jim should be with them
as he had been when he was a boy. Since her marriage, her life had been
full of pleasant days, with only here and there the pin-prick of the
old, frightened instincts. It usually occurred when Henry was in one of
his black moods. Up to the present he had tried to avoid her on these
occasions. She strangely rebelled when she came to realize that it was
her beauty which gave him his greatest pleasure. That it was primarily
her youth and loveliness that delighted him, he made no effort to
conceal. At times she admitted to herself that she wished it were not
so flagrant—this frank, pagan joy of the senses which she invoked in
him. But, she reasoned, if she allowed these thoughts to frighten her,
she was catching at shadows. Of tangible facts there was none; indeed,
she found it impossible to explain satisfactorily these doubts and
regrets.
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