Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
"You dear Aunt—Henry and the family are among the earliest of my
recollections. I was taught Henry and the family before my letters. If
I found a stray dog, or made a toy, I was forced to hand it over to
Henry. Why, I remember I gave up a brilliant offer to enter commercial
life—far better suited to my small fortune than an army career—because
it would not lend dignity to Henry and the family." The hard tone he
was struggling to keep down crept into his voice. "The woman I marry
will have a right to expect more of me than a profound respect for her
money and a laudable desire to promote Henry and the family."
Lady Elizabeth perceived the suppressed irritation, and was for a moment
touched by Jim’s reproaches.
"One must pay something for the glory and privilege of belonging to a
great family."
"Don’t you think we pay too great a price, dear Aunt?"
"I have never shirked the sacrifices."
The worn, tremulous face looked up at Jim with eyes that were
unconscious confessors of the bitter struggle her life had been. He
leaned towards her and gently took her hand.
"No, dear Aunt, you haven’t. You deny yourself everything. Don’t you
think I can see that? You stint yourself to the point of shabbiness:
why, your wardrobe is positively pitiful! And Mabel—the child has had
no proper education, no advantages; she has never been anywhere, nor
seen anything, nor had anything—Henry needed the money."
"We have been as generous to you and Mabel as we could, Jim. We must
keep up the dignity and position of the head of the family." Like a
war-horse sniffing the powder of battle-fields, at the words "family"
and "dignity of its head," Lady Elizabeth’s courage rose. In the
moonlight Jim could plainly see the determined look grow on her face
until it formed granite-like lines. The fox might eat her vitals, but
she would not whimper. The torch of the family was the light of her
declining years, as it had been of her youth. It was useless to argue
further, Jim told himself. The music sounded a new dance. It was an
opportune moment to escape.
"You’ve been a dear—I’m not complaining, only I don’t think we have the
right to sacrifice an amiable lady on the altar of our obligations." He
drew his aunt towards him and leaned over the seat. "Besides, I have no
desire to marry at present, so we won’t speak of this again, will we?"
As he spoke he kissed her on the forehead. "God bless you! And now I
must be off to help Di with the dancing."
Lady Elizabeth rose. It was impossible to resist his tender charm, but
his evident indifference to her wishes vexed her. He crossed to the
casement and Lady Elizabeth called:
"There’s an occasional streak of stubbornness in you, Jim."
He smilingly called back. "I think it runs in the family, doesn’t it,
Aunt?"
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