Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
"Oh, indeed!" He drew a chair forward. "Sit down and confront the
truth," he said, as he sat on the bench opposite. He was trembling
violently. Jim still maintained his composure. Henry’s clinched hand
struck the table as he sneeringly exclaimed: "You owe everything you are
to me."
With the bitter knowledge of how much he had sacrificed for the family,
quick came Jim’s reply:
"You mean everything I am not."
But Henry did not notice the truth of Jim’s words. Ever since his
boyhood, when he had first abused his power as master of the Towers, he
had been irritated by the opposing point of view of his cousin—had
rebelled at Jim’s success in making a place for himself in the world
without his help.
"You have lived in my house," he said, "enjoyed my bounty, and now—damn
you—"
"Don’t say it—don’t!"
Jim’s words hit at Henry across the table like points of forked
lightning. All the pent-up feeling of years seemed concentrated in the
utterance. He was leaning far across the table, his face twitching with
disgust at Henry’s suspicions. Like Diana he sickened at the thought
that Henry could believe him capable of playing so degrading a part in
Diana’s life.
"Don’t," he continued, "or I’ll forget myself—forget the respect we owe
her—" Even as he spoke he knew that Diana was the supreme concern of
his life. That he loved her, he now realized; all the misery that might
ensue was engulfed in the supreme surrender he made to his love, the
love that unconsciously for the past months had become part of his life.
But with this knowledge came clearly the injustice that Diana and he
were being subjected to, by a mind that could not conceive of the purity
of her friendship. "You—why, you—" he began again, then with difficulty
controlled himself.
It was impossible to continue this conversation further; any moment they
might be interrupted. He could not determine the course of his future
at the moment, but he could save her the discovery of his secret—he
could save her further humiliation from Henry.
"Henry, you must have been drinking. Go to Diana at once, before she
realizes what you said, before it is too late. Go and make your peace
with her for this outrage against her." While he spoke he was trying to
escape from the knowledge the night had brought. He watched Henry, who
in a dogged tone said:
"It’s too late now. It has always been too late—with me—and Di."
"Nonsense," Jim said.
Henry mumbled on as though he were only half aware of the words he was
speaking.
"Unless you’d intercede for me? She’d listen to you."
Jim rose. To obtain peace and dismiss from Henry’s mind all suspicion
that might harm Diana was his one desire. But almost before he was on
his feet, Henry sprang up and held Jim with both hands while he
spluttered in frantic abandon:
"No, no—I couldn’t trust you—I couldn’t trust you."
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