"It's only what I expected," Ralph answered. "Now, we've got to do our best." David shook his head. "There's no more best in this world for me," he said. "Don't say that, father. Wherever we go we shan't work harder than we've done on the farm." "Ah, but here I've worked for myself. I've been my own master, with no one to hector me. And I've loved the place and I've loved the work. And I've put so much of my life into it that it seems like part of myself. Boy, it will break my heart!" And the tears welled suddenly up into his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. Ralph did not reply. He felt that he had no word of comfort to offer. None of them as yet felt the full weight of the blow. They would only realise how much they had lost when they had to wander forth to a strange place, and see strangers occupying the home they loved. CHAPTER VIII CONFLICTING EMOTIONS Two days later Sir John's agent came across to Hillside Farm, and made a careful inspection of the premises, after which he made out a list of repairs that needed doing, and handed it to David. "What is this?" David asked, taking the paper without looking at it. "It is a list of repairs that you will have to execute before leaving the place." "Oh, indeed!" And David deliberately tore the paper in half, then threw the pieces on the ground and stamped upon them. "That's foolish," the agent said, "for you'll have to do the repairs whether you like it or no." "I never will," David answered vehemently. And he turned on his heel and walked away. In the end, the agent got the repairs done himself, and distrained upon David's goods for the amount. By Michaelmas Day David was ready to take his departure. Since his interview with the squire he had never been seen to smile. He made no complaint to anyone, neither did he sit in idleness and mope. There was a good deal to be done before the final scene, and he did his full share of it. The corn was threshed and sold. The cattle were disposed of at Summercourt Fair. The root crops and hay were taken at a valuation by the incoming tenant. The farm implements were disposed of at a public auction, and when all the accounts had been squared, and the mortgage cleared off, and the ground rent paid, David found himself in possession of his household furniture and thirty pounds in hard cash. David's neighbours sympathised with him greatly, but none of them gave any more for what they bought than they could help. They admitted that things went dirt cheap, that the cattle and implements were sold for a great deal less than their real value; but that was inevitable in a forced sale. When the seller was compelled to sell, and there was no reserve, and the buyers were not compelled to buy, and there was very little competition, the seller was bound to get the worst of it.