The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
History
The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
And with his children his method of training would doubtless be “Believe
this! Receive that other!” Debate and appeal there would be none. So
there is nothing to wonder at in the revolt of a nature every whit as
imperious as that of her father, joined to a woman’s natural whimsies
and set within the periphery of a girl’s slender form.
And then her mother!
If Sandy Gordon had proved trying to such a mind as that of Mary Gordon,
what of Janet Hamilton, his wife?
She had been reared in the strictest sect of the Extremists. Every
breath of difference or opposition to her orthodoxies or those of her
brother Sir Robert was held rank treason to the cause. She had constant
visions, and these visions pointed ever to the cardinal truth that Janet
Hamilton was eternally right and every one else eternally wrong.
So Alexander Gordon, as often as he was at home, bullied back and forth
concerning Covenants and sufferings, while at other times his wife
worried and yammered, bitter as the east wind and irritant as a thorn in
the flesh, till the girl was driven, as it were, in self-defence into
other and as intolerant extremes.
Yet when her parents were most angered with her for this perversity,
some sudden pretty wile or quaint bairnliness would set them laughing in
spite of themselves, or a loving word of penitence bring the tears into
their eyes. And while she chose to be good Mary Gordon, the family
rebel, the disgrace of a godly home, would be again their own winsome
little May, with a smile as sweet as the Benediction after sermon on a
summer Sabbath morn, when the lilac and the hawthorn blossom scent all
the kirk.
But as for me, having had trial of none of these wiles and witchcrafts,
I was grieved indeed to hear one so fair take the part of the cruel
persecutors and murderers of our brethren, the torturers of her father,
the men to whose charge could be laid the pillage and spoiling of the
bonny house of Earlstoun, and the turning of her mother out upon the
inclement pitilessness of a stormy winter.
But with old and young alike the wearing iteration of a fretful woman’s
yammering tongue will oftentimes drive further and worse than all the
clattering horses and pricking bayonets of persecution.
Yet even then I thought within me, “Far be it from me that I should ever
dream of winning the heart of so fair and great a lady.” But if by the
wondrous grace of God, so I ever did, I should be none afraid but that
in a little blink of time she would think even as I did. And this was
the beginning of the feeling I had for Mary Gordon. Yet being but little
more than a shepherd lad from off the hills of heather she was to me
almost as one of the angels, and I thought of her not at all as a lad
thinks in his heart of a pretty lass, to whom one day if he prosper he
may even himself in the way of love.
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