The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
As she came nearer, I saw that it was none other than Mistress Mary
Gordon. I thought I had never seen her look winsomer--a rounded lissom
form, a perfect seat, a dainty and well-ordered carriage.
I stood still where I was and waited for her to pass me. I had my hat in
my hand, and in my heart I counted on nothing but that she should ride
by me as though she saw me not.
But on the contrary, she reined her horse and sat waiting for me to
speak to her.
So I went to her bridle-rein and looked up at the face, and lo! it was
kindlier than ever I had seen it before, with a sort of loving pity on
it which I found it very hard to bear.
“Will you let me walk by your side a little way?” I asked of her. For as
we had parted without a farewell, so on this bitterest day we met again
without greeting.
“My Lady Mary,” I said at last, “I have gone through much since I went
out from your house at Earlstoun. I have yet much to win through. We
parted in anger but let us meet in peace. I am a man outcast and
friendless, save for these foolish few in this parish who to their cost
have made my quarrel theirs.”
At this she looked right kindly down upon me and paused a little before
she answered.
“Quintin,” she said, “there is no anger in my heart anywhere. There is
only a great wae. I have come from the place of Balmaghie where my
cousin Kate of Lochinvar waits her good father’s passing.”
“And ride you home to the Earlstoun alone?” I asked.
“Aye,” she said, a little wistfully. And the saying cheered me. For this
river way was not the girl’s straight road homeward, and it came to me
that mayhap Mary Gordon had wished to meet and comfort me in my sorrow.
“My father is abroad, we know not well where,” she said, “or doubtless
he would gladly support you in the way that you have chosen. Perhaps
your way is not my way, but it must be a good way of its kind, the way
of a man’s conscience.”
She reached down a hand to me, which I took and pressed gratefully
enough.
It was then that we came in sight of the white house of Drumglass
sitting above the water-meadows. At the first glimpse of it the Lady
Mary drew away her hand from mine.
“Is it true,” she said, looking at the blue ridges of Cairnsmore in the
distance, “that which I have been told, that you are to wed a daughter
of that house?”
I inclined my head without speech. I knew that the bitterest part of my
punishment was now come upon me.
“And did you come straight from the Earlstoun to offer her also your
position, your well-roofed manse, your income good as that of any
laird?”
We had stopped in a sheltered place by the river where the hazel bushes
are many and the gorse grows long and rank, mingling with the bloom and
the fringing bog-myrtle.
“My Lady Mary,” said I, after a pause, “I offered her not anything. I
had nothing to offer. But in time of need she let me see the warmth of
her heart and--I had none other comfort!”
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