The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
“Then upon this day of days why are you not by her side, that her love
may ease the smart of your bitter outcasting?”
“In yonder kirk mine enemies work my doom,” said I, pointing over the
water, “and ere another sun rise I shall be no more minister of
Balmaghie, but a homeless man, without either a rooftree or a reeking
ingle. I have nothing to offer any woman. Why should I claim this day
any woman’s love?”
“Ah,” she said, giving me the strangest look, “it is her hour. For if
she loves you, she would fly to-day to share your dry crust, your
sapless bite. See,” she cried, stretching out her hand with a large
action, “if Mary Gordon loved a man, she would follow him in her sark to
the world’s end. If so be his eyes had looked the deathless love into
hers, his tongue told of love, love, only of love. Ah, that alone is
worth calling love which feeds full on the scorns of life and grows
lusty on black misfortune!”
“Lady Mary----” I began.
But she interrupted me, dashing her hand furtively to her face.
She pointed up towards the house of Drumglass.
“Yonder lies your way, Quintin MacClellan! Go to the woman you love--who
loves you.”
She lifted the reins from the horse’s neck and would have started
forward, but again I had gotten her hand. Yet I only bent and kissed it
without word, reverently and sadly as one kisses the brow of the dead.
She moved away without anger and with her eyes downcast. But on the
summit of a little hill she half turned about in her saddle and spoke a
strange word.
“Quintin,” she said, “wherefore could ye not have waited? Wherefore
kenned ye no better than to take a woman at her first word?”
And with that she set the spurs to her beast and went up the road toward
the ford at the gallop, till almost I feared to watch her.
For a long time I stood sadly enough looking after her. And I grant that
my heart was like lead within me. My spirit had no power in it. I cried
out to God to let me die. For it was scarce a fair thing that she should
have spoken that word now when it was too late.
CHAPTER XXV.
BEHIND THE BROOM.
But this 30th of December had yet more in store for me. The minting die
was yet to be dinted deeper into my heart.
For, as I turned me about to go back the way I came, there by the copse
side, where the broom grew highest, stood Jean Gemmell, with a face
suddenly drawn thin, grey-white and wan like the melting snow.
“Jean!” I cried, “what do ye there?”
She tried to smile, but her eyes had a fixed and glassy look, and she
seemed to be mastering herself so that she might speak.
I think that she had a speech prepared in her heart, for several times
she strove to begin, and the words were always the same. But at last all
that she could say was no more than this, “You love her?”
And with a little hand she pointed to where the Lady Mary had
disappeared. I could see it shaking like a willow leaf as she held it
out.
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