The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
“God speed them,” cried I, in the darkness; “they are doing God’s work.
For they could do nothing except it were permitted of Him. Shall I step
into the boat that rocks and clatters with the little wavelets leaping
against its side? Shall I call John the ferryman and go over and make my
submission before them all?”
I could tell them what an unworthy, forsworn, ill-hearted man I am.
Thus I stood by the riverside. Almost I had lifted up my voice to cry
aloud that I would make this acknowledgment and reparation, when through
the darkness I saw a shape approach.
A voice said in my ear, “Come--Jean Gemmell is taken suddenly ill. She
would see you at once.”
Then I was aware that this 30th of December was to be my great day of
judgment and wrath, when the six vials were to be loosed upon me. I knew
that the Lord whose name I had taken in vain was that day to smite me
with a great smiting, because, being unworthy, I had put out my hand to
stay the ark of the covenant of God.
“Hob,” said I, for it was my brother who had come to summon me, “is she
yet alive?”
“Alive!” said he, abruptly. “Why, bless the man, she wants you to marry
her.”
“Marry----” said I, “I am a minister of the kirk. I have ever spoken
against irregular marriages. How can I marry without another minister?”
Hob laughed a short laugh. He never thought much of my love-making.
“Better marry than burn!” quoth he, abruptly. “Mr. Hepburn, of Buittle
Kirk, is here. He came over to hearten you in the day of your
adversity.”
Then I recognised the hand of God in the thing and bowed my head.
So in an aching expectant silence, hearing only a poor divided heart
pulse within me, I followed Hob over the moor, and up by the sides of
the frozen mosses to the house of Drumglass. He knew the way blindfold,
which shows what a wonderful gift he had among the hills. For I myself
had gone that way ten times for his once. Yet that night, save for my
brother, I had stumbled to my hurt among the crags.
Presently we came to the entering in of the farmyard. Lights were
gleaming here and there, and I saw some of the servant men clustered at
the stable door.
There was a hush of expectation about the place, as if they were waiting
for some notable thing which was about to happen.
Nathan Gemmell met me in the outer hall, and shook me by the hand
silently, like a chief mourner at a funeral. Then he led the way into
the inner room. Hepburn came forward also, and took my hand. He was a
man of dark and determined countenance, yet with singularly lovable eyes
which now and then unexpectedly beaconed kindliness.
Jean sat on a great chair, and beside her stood Alexander-Jonita.
When I came in Jean rose firmly to her feet. She looked about her with a
proud look like one that would say, “See, all ye people, this is he!”
“Quintin!” she said, and laying her thin fingers on my shoulders, she
looked deep into my eyes.
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