Great Britain -- History -- George IV, 1820-1830 -- Fiction; Love stories; Widows -- Fiction
Upon her moonless brow this autumnal night wore a coronal of stars that
might have shamed her later glories. The Heavenly Twins and Giant Orion
beginning the southward ascent in splendid company; Aldebaran, fiery-red
eye of the Bull; the tremulous pearly sheen of the Pleiades; the grand,
upright cross of Cygnus, planted in the very stream of the Milky Way,
and, slowly sinking towards the West, the gracious circlet of the
Northern Crown—when had Night’s greater jewels shone with more
entrancing lustre upon the diaper of her endless lesser gems!
David Cheveral turned from one field of beauty to another; anon
reckoning his treasures with a jealous eye, anon letting the vast beauty
mirror itself in his soul as in a placid pool.
But rapture is ever tracked by fatigue: it seems to be an envious,
miserly law of our finite nature that every spell of exaltation must be
paid for by despondency. Melancholy is but the weariness either of mind
or of body: often of both. The airs were variable and cold, and food had
not passed his lips for many hours; yet he had no conscious hankering
for the warm hearthstones beneath him; no conscious desire for the touch
of a fellow hand or the sound of a human voice. But, by slow degrees
there crept upon him an unwonted and profound sadness.
A familiar catch-phrase of Master Simon’s:—“And life’s so short! and
life’s so short!”—had begun to haunt his thoughts, to whisper in his
ear, lulled though it was by the voice of solitude. A sense of his own
limitations before this illimitable began to oppress him. So much beauty
and but one sense with which to possess it: but weak mortal eyes and an
imperfect vision, inferior even to that of many an animal! To feel
within oneself the intellect, the power to conceive the creations of a
God, and to know that one’s ignorance was still as vast as the field of
knowledge offered ... the pity of it! With every gracious night such as
this to glean a little more of the rich harvest—and life so short that,
were one to live a cycle beyond the allotted span, the truth garnered in
the end would be but as motes glinting here and there in floods of
light!
Such revolts give way to lassitude. The useless “Why?” is inevitably
succeeded by the “_Cui bono?_”
The astronomer who was too much of a poet—the star-dreamer, as men
called him—drew a deep sigh. He had been tempted from his self-allotted
task of calculation as a lover may be tempted to dally in adoration of
his beloved. He now turned to go back to his table, but as he did so was
once more arrested in spite of himself by the fascination of the great
dome.
As it is the desire of man to possess what he finds most beautiful, so
is it the instinct of the poet, of the painter, of the musician, to
express and give again to the world the captured ideal.—The pain of
impotency clutched at the dreamer’s heart.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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