It was when speech had returned that Glynne sat near him one evening,
watching his white face with its grey silken hair, and the heavy beard
which had been spared by the doctor when his patient was at the worst.
Neither had spoken for some time, but gazed, each with a strange
yearning, in the other's eyes. For it had been coming for days, and
instinctively they knew that it must come that night--the end, and with
it a long farewell, perhaps only to meet again upon the further shore.
Glynne was the first to speak, and it was in a whisper.
"Moray, when I knew that you were stricken down, I prayed that I might
come to you, and struggle with the deadly shade to save your life."
He looked at her with a wistful gaze, and his lips trembled as he closed
his eyes.
"My work is done now. Forgive me for coming. I cannot touch your hand
again."
"No," he said sadly; and his voice was so low and deep that she bent
forward to hear his words, and lowered her face into her hands that she
might not let him see the agony and despair working, as she bent to her
unhappy fate.
For there had been some vague, undefined idea floating through her
brain, that he might have said one gentle, sorrowing, pitying sentence
before she went--he, the man whom she knew now to have loved her
tenderly and well. But he had acquiesced so readily. That simple
little "no" had gone to her heart like a stiletto thrust. She, degraded
as she was, could not take him by the hand again.
Then she started up to gaze at him wildly and reproachfully, for he
repeated the negative, and added,--
"Better, may be, dear, that I had died, as perhaps I shall before long.
But, before you go, take with you the knowledge that I loved you dearly
from the first. Ah, Glynne, what might have been!"
"Yes, what might have been!" she said sadly. "Better too that I had
died, as I have often prayed that I might; but I was mad to offer such a
prayer, for my work in life was not at an end. I did not know then. I
know now, and my task is done."
He was silent then, and she rose to go.
"Good-bye," she whispered. "We shall never meet again."
She had glided to the door, and her hand was raised to the fastening,
when he cried faintly,--
"Stop!"
A low sigh escaped her lips.
Was he, then, going to speak one loving word to soften the bitterness of
the last farewell? Her eyes brightened at the thought, and she turned
and took a step or two towards him, with outstretched hands, which fell
to her sides as she uttered a groan full of the despair at her heart.
"No, no: don't touch me," he cried wildly. "You--innocent and sinned
against--cannot take me by the hand again. Listen, Glynne, I must tell
you before you go. It will be our secret, dear, for the confession to
another, and my punishment, would mean fresh suffering and agony to
you."
"I--I do not understand you," she faltered, as she looked at him wildly.
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