"No; it has been my secret until now. Glynne, dear, in my mad despair,
I had gone to watch your window from the fir wood, as I had watched it
scores of times before, and I said. `It is for the last time.
To-morrow she belongs to him, and I will not degrade the idol of my love
by thoughts that are not true.' I reached the place sacred to me for my
sorrow, but that night I could not rest there. It was as if something
impelled me, against which I fought for hours before it mastered me, and
as if by a strange magnetism--an evil planet attracted to a good--I was
drawn nearer and nearer to the spot which contained all I held dear in
life."
A faint ejaculation, half wonder, half horror, escaped Glynne's lips,
and, with one quick movement she was close to his side, bending over him
and gazing with wildly dilated eyes at the dimly-seen face upon the
pillow, the faint smile upon his lips, as he referred to her in his
astronomical simile, seeming almost repellent at such a time.
"I felt guilty, dear," he went on, and she shivered while he turned his
face a little toward the faint light of the window, and was silent for a
few moments, while a fit of trembling came upon Glynne, and she had to
catch at the bed and support herself.
"I was not master of myself, dear. I loved you, and in my madness, weak
from my bitter struggle with the power which led me on, I stole like
some guilty wretch across the park till I reached the garden, and there
I once more paused to renew the fight--to master the desire to be near
you for the last time and then go back."
"Oh, Moray, Moray," she cried, with a piteous moan, and she sank upon
her knees, uttering low, hysterical sobs.
"My poor lost love!" he whispered faintly; and his hand was laid feebly
upon her bent head, which sank lower at his touch. "It was in vain. I
can hardly recall it dear, for I tell you I must have been mad, but I
crept closer and closer till I was beneath your window, and could touch
the long, rope-like stems that reached from where I stood praying for
your happiness, and a wild and guilty joy thrilled me, for I touched the
tendrils which clung around the chamber which held you, my love--my
love!"
"Moray!" she cried wildly; and in ecstasy of horror, wonder, and
confused thought mingled, she clasped her arms about his neck, and
buried her burning face in his breast.
"Ah!" he sighed; and his trembling hands rose to press her head closer
and closer to his fluttering heart.
A few moments only, and then she started from him.
"No, no," she cried wildly, as she cast back the thought which, for a
moment, she had gladly harboured. "Impossible! It could not be."
"I speak the truth," he said gently. "I must tell you now--while there
is time."
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