But what was the minister thinking about during the Sergeant’s illness?
Miss Thomasina had told him what had taken place during her interview
with Smellie. Mr. Porteous could not comprehend the sudden revolution
in the mind of his elder. But his own resolution was as yet unshaken;
for there is a glory often experienced by some men when placed in
circumstances where they stand alone, that of recognising themselves as
being thereby sufferers for conscience’ sake--as being above all earthly
influences, and firm, consistent, fearless, true to their principles,
when others prove weak, cowardly, or compromising. Doubts and
difficulties, from whatever source they come, are then looked upon as so
many temptations; and the repeated resistance of them, as so many
evidences of unswerving loyalty to truth.
"I can never yield one jot of my principles," Mr. Porteous said to Miss
Thomasina. "The Sergeant ought to acknowledge his sin before the Kirk
Session, before I can in consistency be reconciled to him!" And yet all
this sturdy profession was in no small degree occasioned by the
intrusion of better thoughts, which because they rebuked him were
unpleasant. His irritation measured on the whole very fairly his
disbelief in the thorough soundness of his own position, and made him
more willing than he had any idea of to be reconciled to Adam.
We need not report the conversation which immediately after this took
place in the Manse between Smellie and Mr. Porteous. The draper was
calm, smiling, and circumspect. He repeated all he had said to Miss
Thomasina as to the necessity and advantage of leniency, forgiveness,
and mercy; dwelling on the Sergeant’s sufferings and the sympathy of the
parish with him, the noble testimony which the minister had already
borne to truth and principle; and urged Mr. Porteous to gratify the Kirk
Session by letting the case "tak’ end": but all his pleadings were
apparently in vain. The minister was not verily "given to change!" The
case, he said, had been settled by the Session, and the Session alone
could deal with it. They were at perfect liberty to reconsider the
question as put by Mr. Smellie, and which he had perfect liberty to
bring before the court. For himself he would act as principle and
consistency dictated. And so Smellie returned to his room above the
shop, and went to bed, wishing he had left the Sergeant and his bird to
their own devices; and Mr. Porteous retired to his room above the study
with very much the same feelings.
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