In the meantime one duty was clear to Mr. Porteous, and that was to
visit the Sergeant. He was made aware of the highly contagious
character of the fever, but this only quickened his resolution to
minister as far as possible to the sick man and his family. He was not
a man to flinch from what he saw to be his duty. Cowardice was not
among his weaknesses. It would be unjust not to say that he was too
real, too decided, too stern for that. Yielding to feelings of any
kind, whether from fear of consequences to himself, physically,
socially, or ecclesiastically, was not his habit. He did not
suspect--nor would he perhaps have been pleased with the discovery had
he made it--that there was in him a softer portion of his being by which
he could be influenced, and which could, in favourable circumstances,
dominate over him. There were in him, as in every man, holy instincts,
stronger than his strongest logic, though they had not been cultivated
so carefully. He had been disposed rather to attribute any mere _sense_
or feeling of what was right or wrong to his carnal human nature, and to
rely on some clearly defined rule either precisely revealed in
Scripture, or given in ecclesiastical law, for his guidance. But that
door into his being which he had often barred as if against an enemy
could nevertheless be forced open by the hand of love, that love itself
might enter in and take possession.
Mr. Porteous had many mingled thoughts as one Saturday evening--in spite
of his "preparations"--he knocked at the cottage door. As usual, it was
opened by Mary. Recognising the minister, she went to summon Mrs.
Mercer from the Sergeant’s room; while Mr. Porteous entered, and,
standing with his back to the kitchen fire, once more gazed at the
starling, who again returned his gaze as calmly as on the memorable
morning when they were first introduced.
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