Mrs. Mercer did not appear immediately, as she was disrobing herself of
some of her nursing-gear--her flannel cap and large shawl--and making
herself more tidy. When she emerged from the room, from which no sound
came save an occasional heavy sigh and mutterings from Adam in his
distress, her hair was dishevelled, her face pale, her step tottering,
and years seemed to have been added to her age. Her eyes had no tear to
dim their earnest and half-abstracted gaze. This visit of the minister,
which she instinctively interpreted as one of sympathy and
good-will--how could it be else?--at once surprised and delighted her.
It was like a sudden burst of sunshine, which began to thaw her heart,
and also to brighten the future. She sat down beside Mr. Porteous, who
had advanced to meet her; and holding his proffered hand with a firm
grasp, she gazed into his face with a look of silent but unutterable
sorrow. He turned his face away. "Oh! sir," at last she said, "God
bless you!--God bless you for comin’! I’m lanely, lanely, and my heart
is like tae break. It’s kind, kind o’ ye, this;" and still holding his
hand, while she covered her eyes with her apron as she rocked to and fro
in the anguish of her spirit, "the loss," she said, "o’ my wee pet was
sair--ye ken what it was tae us baith," and she looked at the empty cot
opposite, "when ye used tae sit here, and he was lyin’ there--but oh! it
was naething tae this, naething tae this misfortun’!"
The minister was not prepared for such a welcome, nor for such
indications of unbounded confidence on Katie’s part, her words revealing
her heart, which poured itself out. He had expected to find her much
displeased with him, even proud and sullen, and had prepared in his own
mind a quiet pastoral rebuke for her want of meekness and submissiveness
to Providence and to himself.
"Be comforted, Mrs. Mercer! It is the Lord! He alone, not man, can
aid," said Mr. Porteous kindly, and feelingly returning the pressure of
her hand.
Katie gently withdrew her hand from his, as if she felt that she was
taking too great a liberty, and as if for a moment the cloud of the last
few weeks had returned and shadowed her confidence in his good-will to
her. The minister, too, could not at once dismiss a feeling of
awkwardness from his mind, though he sincerely wished to do so. He had
seldom come into immediate contact, and never in circumstances like the
present, with such simple and unfeigned sorrow. Love began to knock at
the door!
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