Jock’s countenance began to assume that excited expression which the
vivid recollection of his past life, especially of his youth, seemed
always to produce. But he now tried to check himself, when the symptoms
of his hysteria began to manifest themselves in the muscles of his
throat, by rising and taking a few paces to and fro on the heather, as
if resolved to regain his self-possession, and not to leave his
newly-acquired friend the keeper under the impression that he was either
desperately wicked or incurably insane. A new motive had come into
play--a portion of his heart which had lain, as it were, dormant until
stimulated by the Sergeant’s kindness, had assumed a power which was
rapidly, under benign influences, gaining the ascendancy. In spite of,
or rather perhaps because of, his inward struggle, his face for a moment
became deadly pale. His hands were clenched. He seemed as if
discharging from every muscle a stream of suddenly-generated
electricity. Turning at length to Hugh, he said, with knit brow and
keenly-piercing eyes, "What made ye ax me sic a question, Mr.
Spence?--What for? I’ll no’ tell ye, for I canna tell you or ony man
hoo I was brocht up!"
But he did tell him--as if forced to do so in order to get rid of the
demon--much of what our readers already know of those sad days of
misery. "And noo," he added, "had ye been like a wild fox and the
hoonds after ye, or nae mair cared for than a doug wi’ a kettle at its
tail, hidin’ half mad up a close ayont a midden; or a cat nigh staned to
death, pechin’ its life awa’ in a hole; and if ye kent never a man or
woman but wha hated ye, and if ye hated them; and, waur than a’, if ye
heard your ain faither and mither cursin’ ye frae the time ye war a
bairn till they gaed awa’ in their coffins, wi’ your curses followin’
after them,--ye wad ken what it was to hae ae freend on yirth;--and noo
I hae mair than ane!" And poor Jock, for the first time probably in his
life, sobbed like a child.
Spence said nothing but "Puir fellow!" and whiffed his pipe, which he
had just lighted, with more than usual vehemence.
Jock soon resumed his usual calm,
"As one whose brain demoniac frenzy fires
Owes to his fit, in which his soul hath tost,
Profounder quiet, when the fit retires,--
Even so the dire phantasma which had crost
His sense, in sudden vacancy quite lost,
Left his mind still as a deep evening stream".
The keeper, hardly knowing what to say, remarked, "It’s ae consolation,
that your wicked faither and mither will be weel punished noo for a’
their sins. _Ye_ needna curse them! They’re beyond ony hairm that ye
can do them. They’re cursed eneuch, I’se warrant, wi’oot your meddlin’
wi’ them."
"Guid forbid!" exclaimed Jock. "I houp no’! I houp no’! That wad be
maist awfu’!"
"Maybe," said the keeper; "but it’s what they deserve frae the han’ o’
justice. And surely when their ain bairn curses them, _he_ can say
naethin’ against it."
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