"_I_ never cursed them, did I?" asked Jock, as if stupefied.
"Ye did that, and nae mistak’!" replied the keeper.
"Losh, it was a bad job if I did!" said Jock. "I’m sure I didna want to
hairm them, puir bodies, though they hairmed me. In fac’," he added,
after a short pause, during which he kicked the heather vehemently, "I’m
willin’ tae let byganes be byganes wi’ them, and sae maybe their Maker
will no’ be ower sair on them. Ye dinna think, Mr. Spence, that it’s
possible my faither and mither are baith in the bad place?"
"Whaur else wad they be, if no’ there?" asked the keeper.
"It’s mair than I can say!" replied Jock, as if in a dream. "I only
thocht they were dead in the kirkyard. But--but--ken ye ony road o’
gettin’ them oot if they’re yonner--burnin’ ye ken?"
"Ye had better," said Hugh, "gie ower botherin’ yersel’ to take _them_
oot; rather try, man, to keep yersel’ oot."
"But I canna help botherin’ mysel’ aboot my ain folk," replied Jock;
"an’ maybe they warna sae bad as I mak’ them. I’ve seen them baith
greetin’ and cryin’ tae God for mercy even whan they war fou; an’ they
aince telt me, after an awfu’ thrashin they gied me, that I wasna for my
life to drink or swear like them. Surely that was guid, Mr. Spence?
God forgie them! God forgie them!" murmured Jock, covering his face
with his hands; "lost sheep!--lost money!--lost ne’er-do-weels! an’ I’m
here and them there! Hoo comes that aboot?" he asked, in a dreamy mood.
"God’s mercy!" answered Hugh; "and we should be merciful tae ither folk,
as God is mercifu’ to oorsel’s."
"That’s what I wish thae puir sowls to get oot o’ that awfu’ jail for!
But I’ll never curse faither or mither mair," said Jock. "I’ll sweer,"
he added, rising up, muttering the rhyme as solemnly as if before a
magistrate:
"If I lee, let death
Cut my breath!"
"Dinna fash yersel’ ower muckle," said the keeper, "for them that’s
awa’. The Bible says, ’Shall not the Judge o’ a’ the yirth dae richt?’
I wad think sae! Let us tak’ care o’ oorsel’s and o’ them that’s
leevin’, an’ God will do what’s richt tae them that’s ayont the grave.
He has mair wisdom and love than us!"
Jock was engaged outwardly in tearing bits of heather, and twisting them
mechanically together; but what his inward work was we know not. At
last he said, "I haena heard an aith sin’ I left Drumsylie, and that’s
extraordinar’ to me, I can assure you, Mr. Spence!"
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