Art students -- Fiction; Aunts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Gloria was going to dine out that night and they were together in her
room where she was dressing. Her auburn hair fell over her shoulders and
Ruth decided that now she looked like the pictures of Guinevere in “The
Idylls of the King.” Ruth knew that Gloria had been disturbed by the
knowledge that her former husband was in New York and that she might
meet him at any time, but she did not seem to be averse to talking about
it, and Ruth was one of those persons, who, seemingly shy and reserved,
actually so about her own affairs, could yet ask with impunity,
questions that from any other person would have seemed prying and almost
impertinent. This was really because Ruth never asked out of idle
curiosity, but because she had a real interest. Her aunt was to her a
fascinating book, the pages of which she must turn and turn until she
had read the entire story.
“Had any of the people this morning ever met Professor Pendragon?” she
asked.
“No; that is no one but George—I acquired George in London, you know,
just about the same time that I married Percy. Husbands come and
husbands go, but a good servant is not so easily replaced, so I’ve
managed to keep George, though he hates New York.”
“Then,” continued Ruth, more to herself than to Gloria, “it was not
Professor Pendragon who gave you this house.”
“No, as I told you, I don’t think he even knows that I’m in New York. I
didn’t know he was here. I was fond of Percy and naturally I don’t let
him give me anything, because that would have given him pleasure and I
wanted to hurt him—”
In the mirror she caught the shocked expression in Ruth’s eyes, and
turned swiftly to face her.
“Of course you think all this is terrible, but after a few years you’ll
understand, not me, but something of life itself and of how helpless we
all are. I know that you have a very clearly defined plan of
life—certain things that you will do—certain things that ‘could never
happen to me.’ I know because we’re all like that. And then one day,
utterly without your own volition, knowing that you’re doing the wrong
thing, you’ll do and say things that simply aren’t written in your
lines. Do you suppose that at your age I planned to love a human
observatory that observed everything except me, or that I expected to
divorce him and marry a tired business man who expected to use me as a
perpetual advertisement for toilet preparations, or that I expected when
I divorced him that I’d do it all over again with a man more lifeless
than his family portraits? You don’t know what you’re going to do when
you start out. I know just that much now—that I don’t know. I may commit
matrimony again tomorrow.”
“But didn’t you love any of these men?” gasped Ruth.
“Of course—I loved Percy, and Percy loved the stars—perhaps that’s why
he married me. I was a star of a kind at the time.”
“Then why—”
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