Art students -- Fiction; Aunts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Ruth did not speak. She was rather ashamed and not a little frightened.
There was nothing of the mischievous about her. She did not want to play
tricks. She had just wanted to test her power, but this was the last
time that she consciously tried to use it. For some time the illusion of
flowers persisted whenever she thought of them, but she tried not to
think of them and before many months the experiment was a thing of the
past. It persisted in Ruth only in a deep-rooted faith in the power of
mind, and in the truth of many things that the average person considered
superstition. When she heard of deaths and births and marriages—of good
luck and bad luck—of coincidences and accidents, it seemed to her that
behind the obvious and accepted causes of all these things she could
trace an inner and spiritual reason—the working of forces that laughed
at the clumsy working of material machinery. Yet she no longer delved.
For a while she actually made a conscious effort to look at life in the
ordinary way. She was helped in this by the death of her father, which
placed her in a position of responsibility toward her invalid mother,
and made her life too full of reality to leave much room for the occult
and supernatural.
She hadn’t realized quite how much she had loved her mother until she
died. Mother had been old-fashioned and fussy, but then all invalids
were fussy, and she had been a dear about letting her go on with her
studies after Father died, even though she wouldn’t move to Chicago as
Ruth wished. They could have lived as cheaply in Chicago and Ruth could
have gone to the art institute there, but Mother wouldn’t consent to the
move. She wanted to stay near her friends. Ruth couldn’t understand
that. Her mother’s friends were all such ordinary people. Kind-hearted,
but quite hopelessly ordinary. It was curious that her mother’s death
had realized for her one of her most cherished dreams. Mother knew that
she was going to die. The doctors had told her so, and she had told
Ruth. It made Ruth cry, but her mother didn’t shed any tears. That was
why Ruth did. If her mother had cried Ruth would have been more
controlled, but her mother was so unnaturally calm.
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