The stone dragon and other tragic romances — John Shaqi
The stone dragon and other tragic romancesGilchrist, Murray
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The stone dragon and other tragic romances
Gilchrist, Murray
Fantasy fiction, English; Paranormal fiction, English; Short stories, English
‘You did not come,--some scruple withheld you? If you had known how
utterly sick I grew as the hours passed you would have pitied me. At
every sound I gazed from my window, craving to see you on the terrace,
your head downcast as ever; your eyes waiting for the brightness that
my presence alone can bring. You are very cruel; I could not bear you
to suffer as I do. Even when absent you magnetise me. Nothing appeals
to me now--the gorgeous sunsets of late; the autumn foliage; the
knee-deep drifts of already fallen leaves. Come to-night, my lover,
my--I had almost blasphemed! Just to let my heart spring to yours, my
blood leap through my body, my beauty grow paramount.’
Ravil sat for a while with his hands covering his face. The blood
trickled down his chin and fell on the white sheet; he wiped it away,
replaced the letter in its envelope and took the next. The tide of love
was flowing yet.
‘Genius,’ it began, ‘poet-painter, genius of mine, I thank you for
your idealising of me. But I was never as lovely as the picture. I am
almost glad that you insisted on retaining it, for I should have become
jealous of its excellence, and perhaps destroyed it in some frenzy. How
lively must my image be to you in absence!
‘To other people you are grotesque (what you said was true): to me
you are the handsomest in the world. I and none other have seen that
wondrous lighting of countenance, have heard that quickening of the
voice. At this moment I could tear myself without a murmur from the
vain world, to dwell in some remote garden where conventionalism
triumphs not; where we should exist for each other, and let our lives
form one perfection. Come to-night: I will sit with your head cushioned
on my breast. Bring your story and let us cry together.’
Soon after this the woman’s passion had begun to fade. Ravil knew
what was in the other letters. She had wearied slowly of the genius.
Her feeling had been too fervent to endure. She was healthy and
full-blooded. Another, ‘a swart-haired Hercules,’ had taken her
fancy; and with the admission of this second love all the old worship
had grown lukewarm. In proportion, however, as she had become less
infatuated, he had descended almost to madness: had craved over humbly
that she would consider the wrong she was doing him; had sworn that if
she were false to him, life would hold naught of goodness more.
Men as highly strung and as unfortunate have little sustaining
strength. Fate, the evil godmother, bestows an excess of imaginative
power, and Nature, angry in the unwelcome gift, takes her spite out of
the unsinning god-child, and makes him timorous and unmanly.
Flavia’s last letter must have cost her an effort. Each word was as a
dart through his vitals.
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