United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Sometimes he caught himself covertly studying her expression, marvelling
at its complete absorption;--at the strange fact that so slight a token
of such deep introspection showed on the surface. It was like some
expanse of still, clear waters--one can only know that here are
unmeasured fathoms, abysses of unexplored depths. Her meditation, her
obvious brooding thought, seemed significant; yet sometimes he was prone
to deem this merely the cast of her noble, reflective features, her
expansive brow, the comprehensive intelligence of her limpid eyes,--all
so beautiful, yet endowed with something far beyond mere beauty. Now and
again he read aloud a passage which specially struck his attention, and
occasionally her comments jarred on his preconceived opinion of her, or,
rather, of what a woman so young, so favored, so graciously endowed,
ought to feel and think. One day, particularly, he was much impressed by
this. Some benignant philosopher, reaching out both hands to the happy
time of the millennium, had given voice to the theory that man's
inhumanity to man, particularly in the more cultured circles, was the
result of scant mutual knowledge--if we but knew the sorrows of others,
how hate would be metamorphosed to pity, the bruised reed unbroken! This
sentiment mightily pleased Captain Baynell, and he read it aloud.
It seemed potently to arrest her attention. She laid her work down on
her knee and gazed steadily at him.
"If we could know the secret heartache--the blighted aspiration--the
denied longing--the bruised pride of others?"
As he signified assent, she gazed steadily at him for a moment longer in
silence. Then--
"If we only knew!" she cried,--"Christian brethren,--what a laughing,
jeering, gibing world we should be!"
Once more she took her work in her hands, once more exclaimed, "If we
only knew!" and paused to laugh aloud with a low icy tone. Then she
inserted the dexterous needle into the fashioning of the "shell" and
bent her reflective, smiling face over the swift serpentines of the
"zephyr."
Captain Baynell was shocked in some sort. This frank unconscious
cynicism was out of keeping with so much grace and charm. He was hardly
ready to argue the question. He was dismayed by a sense of futility. If
she had thought this, it was enough to show her inmost nature. A
substituted, cultivated conviction does not uproot the spontaneous
productions of the mind. It is only foisted in their midst. He was
silent in his turn, and presently fell to fluttering the leaves of his
book and reading with slight interest and only a superficial appearance
of absorption.
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