A sort of melancholy rested upon every one in the house, which became
deeper and more and more noticeable as the day for the separation
drew near. At our meals we were more silent; advice from my father
and assurances from my brother was the substance of most of the
conversations, and I listened meditatively without saying a word.
The day before my brother left he confided to my care--and I was greatly
honored to have him do so--the many fragile little things that he had
upon his mantel-piece; these he bade me guard faithfully until his
return.
He then made me a present of a handsome gilt edged, illustrated book
entitled, “A Voyage in Polynesia.” It was the only book that in my early
childhood I had an affection for, and I constantly turned its pages
with eager pleasure. In the front of it there was an engraving of a very
pretty dark woman who, crowned with reeds, was sitting gracefully under
a palm tree. Under this picture was printed: “Portrait of her Majesty,
Pomare IV., Queen of Tahiti.” Further over in the book there was a
picture of two beautiful maidens, with naked shoulders and crowned
heads, standing at the edge of the sea, and this was entitled: “Two
Young Tahitian Girls upon the Beach.”
Upon the day of my brother's departure, at the last hour, the
preparations being over, and the large trunks closed and locked, we
gathered in the parlor as solemnly as if we had come together for a
funeral. A chapter of the Bible was read and then we had family prayers.
. . . Four years! and during that time the width of the earth between us
and our loved one!
I recall particularly my mother's face during the farewell scene; she
was seated in an arm chair beside my brother. After the prayer she had
upon her face an infinitely sweet, but wistful smile, and an expression
of submissive trust; but suddenly an unexpected change came over her
features, and in spite of her efforts at self-control her tears flowed.
I had never before seen my mother weep, and it caused me the greatest
anguish.
The first few days after his departure I had a feeling of sadness, and I
missed him greatly; often and often I went into his room, and the
little treasures which he had confided to my care were as sacred as holy
relics.
Upon a map of the world I had my parents point out to me the route of
his journey, a journey which would take about five months. To me his
return belonged to an inconceivable and unreal future; and, most strange
of all, what spoiled for me the pleasure of his home-coming, was that I
at that time would be twelve or thirteen years of age--almost a big boy
in fact.
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