Lights of malice and mockery woke up in Meredith’s eyes. He anticipated
a great deal of fun from the appearance of the witness, who, no doubt,
would collapse and come to nothing when inquired into. Meredith saw
nothing but sport in this unthought-of catastrophe. He had something of
the feeling of the excited boy who has a cat or a dog to torture. He
knew how to tickle Dolff up in the tenderest places, to keep him in a
perpetual ferment of alarm, to hold endless threats over him; and to
watch his writhings would be all the more fun that the fellow would
deserve it all, and more than that if he got his due. Thus delightedly
pursuing his revenge, Meredith missed the moment when Dolff withdrew.
But Janet saw it, with a terror impossible to describe. She could not go
after him or advise him. Since these miseries had happened, it had
become her charge to make the tea, and there she sat, conspicuous even
in the fading light, unable to budge. She saw the unhappy young man
steal out, and she knew that all kinds of desperate resolves must be in
his mind. He would not have the courage to face it out. He would go away
and he would conceal himself--do something to heighten suspicion and
make every guess into certainty. And she could not go after him to warn
him--to implore him to stand fast! The tortures which Meredith had
imagined with such pleasure had begun in Janet’s breast.
Dolff got out into the hall in a condition impossible to describe--his
limbs were limp with misery and fear. Great drops of perspiration hung
upon his forehead. He went blindly to snatch a hat from the stand; then
took his coat, for he was cold with mental agony, and struggled into it.
While he was doing this, Vicars suddenly appeared by him, he could not
tell how, and laid a hand on his shoulder, which made Dolff jump. He
darted back with an oath, and would have that moment turned and fled had
not Vicars caught his arm again.
“Mr. Dolff, what’s up? For goodness’ sake don’t fly out like this.
There’s one of those d----d policemen watching on the other side of the
road.”
Dolff stared wildly in Vicars’s face.
“Let me go,” he said. “I must go; I don’t care where.”
“What’s up?” said Vicars. “You’re in some row, Mr. Dolff?”
“Don’t you know?” said Dolff, wildly. “That man’s coming back. If he
comes back before I’m gone, it’s all up with me, Vicars. Get out of my
way. I’ll go--by the garden door.”
“And show yourself to all the women,” said Vicars, “who’ll tell the
first word, ‘Oh, he’s in the garden.’ Mr. Dolff, is it life or death?”
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