“--Who can’t take any particular interest, except just as a wonder and a
thing to talk about, in what happens to us?”
Dolff’s hands were thrust to the very bottom of his pockets, his
shoulders were up to his ears, his head upon his breast. Gloom and anger
and misery were on Dolff’s face. As for Janet, she had stiffened more
and more with every word he said, and Julia, who had been clinging, with
all a child’s affection, to the arm of her governess, felt herself
repulsed and detached, she could not tell how, and protested loudly:
“Janet, because Dolff is disagreeable that’s no reason for shaking me
off!”
“I have no intention of being disagreeable,” said Dolff, walking slowly
with them. “I only say what every one must perceive to be the fact. We
have all supposed there was a miracle to be performed, and Miss
Summerhayes was to think of us as if--as if--she was, as you say, Ju,
one of the family; but she does not feel like that; our affairs are
nothing to her--only something that is odd and makes a story to talk
about, as they would be to any other stranger.”
“Oh, if you are going to quarrel!” said Julia, “you had better get it
over between yourselves. I don’t like people who are quarrelling. You
had better have it out with him, Janet, and then perhaps he will not be
so dreadful as he has been all these days.”
“There is nothing for us to quarrel about. I am, as Mr. Harwood says,
only a stranger,” said Janet, endeavoring to hold the girl’s hand upon
her arm.
But Julia slipped it out and ran indoors, not without a thought that she
had managed matters well. Julia had long ago made up her mind that a
romantic attachment between Dolff and Janet would add great interest to
her own life, and that the probable struggles of a love that would not
run too smooth would be very desirable for a young lady to witness. And
Dolff, under Janet’s influence, had been so much “nicer” than Dolff
without that. He had stayed at home; he had been ready for anything
(though there was always too much of that horrid music), he had not
objected even to a round game. It was true that all these domestic
pleasures had come to an end since Charley Meredith’s accident. But
Julia, in her inexperience, could not see why they might not come to an
explanation and “get over it,” and everything go on as before.
Janet did not follow her pupil as she would have liked to do. She
consented to the explanation as it seemed necessary, but she neither
hoped nor intended that everything should go on as before.
“Yes,” said Dolff, “you are only a stranger, Miss Summerhayes. My
mother, I think, took to you as if you had been her own, and everybody
was at your feet, but you did not respond--that is to say, you were very
kind, and the things you could not help but see, being in the house with
us, though we never saw them who belonged to it, you told--as amusing
incidents, I suppose, to----”
“What did I tell, Mr. Harwood?”
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