“Dolff, this is not a way either to address me or to inquire about your
father. Yes, it is your father whom you have just seen, afflicted almost
all your lifetime, an object for pity and reverence, not for this angry
tone.”
“What had he done that you kept him shut up for fifteen years?”
“Done!” Even Mrs. Harwood’s steady tones faltered a little. “Why should
he have done anything, Dolff? He was mad. If it had been known that I
had kept him here he would have been taken from me, and how could I
tell that he would have been kindly treated, or humored, or waited on as
he would be at home? He was never violent, and I knew Vicars could
manage him. If you saw how carefully everything was arranged for him,
you would not think it was from want of affection--too much perhaps,”
she added, putting her handkerchief to her eyes.
“And what is the meaning, then, of this about paying, and the
pocket-book?” asked Dolff, half convinced.
Mrs. Harwood put her hands together with a little gesture of appeal.
“How can I explain the fancies of a mind that is astray?” she said. “He
has got something into his head, some distorted recollection of things
that happened before. He was not quite fortunate in his business,” she
added, with a slight trembling in her voice; “the worry about that was
supposed to have something to do with his breakdown.”
“Then there were, I suppose, people to pay--whom he thinks he has
provided for in that pocket book?”
He thought she gave an alarmed glance at some one behind him, and,
turning round, caught what seemed to him an answering glance in the eyes
of Meredith.
“_He_ knows,” cried Dolff; “you take him into your confidence, but give
only what you can’t help to me!”
“Charley is to appear for me before the commissioners,” said Mrs.
Harwood, with dignity; “I have given him all the information which was
ready for you had you not treated your mother as if she were an enemy
trying to injure you. If you do not know, it is your own fault.”
Dolff did not know what to think: his courage failed before his mother.
Perhaps it was true that Meredith (though he hated him) had stood by the
mother more than he, Dolff, had done, and was of more use in this great
family emergency. This thought stung him, but he could not escape from
it. And to think that if she had but been frank and honest--if he had
known of it, as he ought to have done, as soon as he was old enough to
understand----
“Oh, mother,” he cried, “why did you keep it from us? Why did I not know
long ago?”
A slight quiver came over Mrs. Harwood’s face.
“What I did I did for the best. One may be mistaken, but I thought it
best for you all,” she said.
“And I think Mrs. Harwood has had enough agitation for one night,” said
Meredith.
“You have nothing to do with it!” said Dolff, wildly, “you--what have
you to do with our family? What right have you with our secrets?--since
we have secrets,” the young man added, in a tone of despair.
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