The story of a Hessian : $b A tale of the revolution in New JerseyGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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The story of a Hessian : $b A tale of the revolution in New Jersey
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
New Jersey -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Juvenile fiction
"I know," answered Philip, checking his sobs and pressing the hand
which Margaret put into his; "but oh, Greta, you don't know how I miss
him."
There was a little silence, and then Margaret said, anxiously,—
"But, Philip, you won't oppose this plan, will you? Think what it is to
see mother smile again!"
"Not only will I not oppose it, but I will do all I can to help it on,"
answered Philip. "I have already thought of a plan whereby I can earn
something in the long evenings that are coming, and to-morrow we will
talk it over. It is time to go to bed now."
"And you are not angry with me?" asked Margaret, penitently.
"Oh no," said Philip, cheerfully. "Good-night!"
Margaret crept away to her own little room with an uncomfortable
feeling of humiliation and something like self-contempt at her heart.
She had always been used to look down on Philip and think that she
should have been the eldest son. Philip was always so quiet and
cheerful.
"He took things so easily," Margaret said; "nothing seemed to touch
him."
In the worst of their dark days, when he had been obliged to come home
from Fulda where he had been studying with his uncle, and to give up
the idea of going to college—when they had to sell their cows to meet
the expenses of the mother's long illness, and when it became known
that Fritz would always be an innocent—even then Philip could smile
and play with the children, and when he had a little spare time could
find pleasure in carving plants and leaves, in gathering crystals and
flowers and watching the colours of the sunset.
All these things Greta had set down in her own mind as marks of a
frivolous, light-minded disposition. It was she who had to bear the
burden of everything, as she said, and she shut her eyes to the
fact that Philip quietly and silently took on himself all the more
disagreeable parts of the work, both in the house and in the field;
that it was Philip who amused Fritz by day and slept with him or
oftener watched with him at night, who kept him out of mischief and
taught him the few things he was capable of learning.
She had shut her eyes to all these things, as I said, but now they
seemed to be suddenly opened. She remembered with a pang of remorse
the hundreds of times she had spoken sharply to the poor innocent, how
many times she had thrown his stores of pebbles and acorns out of the
window and knocked down his block houses, and then she remembered,
that last day, how Fritz had begged to go and see the new calf and she
had refused to take him because she was engaged in putting the last
stitches to a new hood.
"Philip would have laid down his best piece of carving to please the
child," she thought.
And then a cold, sick shudder came over her. If she had gone with Fritz
in the daytime, perhaps he would not have stolen out at night, and he
might have been here now. Philip had known of her refusal, and yet he
had never spoken one word of reproach.
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