Supposing the man really had killed my father, it was impossible that
the scene of the murder should not be indelibly impressed upon his
memory. In his dark hours the face of the dead man, whom I resembled so
closely, must have been visible to his mind's eye. Once more I studied
the portrait at which my stepfather had hardly dared to glance, and
recalled my own words: "Do you think the likeness is sufficiently strong
for me to have the effect of a spectre upon the criminal?" Why not
utilise this resemblance? I had only to present myself suddenly before
Edmond Termonde, and call him by the name--Rochdale--to his ears its
syllables would have the sound of a funeral bell. Yes! that was the way
to do it: to go into the room he now occupied, just as my father had
gone into the room at the Imperial Hotel, and to ask for him by the name
under which my father had asked for him, showing him the very face of
his victim. If he was not guilty, I should merely have to apologise for
having knocked at his door by mistake; if he was guilty, he would be so
terrified for some minutes that his fear would amount to an avowal. It
would then be for me to avail myself of that terror to wring the whole
of his secret from him. What motives would inspire him? Two,
manifestly--the fear of punishment, and the love of money. It would then
be necessary for me to be provided with a large sum when taking him
unawares, and to let him choose between two alternatives, either that he
should sell me the letters which had enabled him to blackmail his
brother for years past, or that I should shoot him on the spot. And what
if he refused to give up the letters to me? Is it likely that a ruffian
of his kind would hesitate? Well, then, he would accept the bargain,
hand me over the papers by which my stepfather is convicted of murder,
and take himself off? And I must let him go away just as he had gone
away from the Imperial Hotel, smoking a cigar, and paid for his
treachery to his brother, even as he had been paid for his treachery to
my father! Yes, I must let him go away thus, because to kill him with my
own hand would be to place myself under the necessity of revealing the
whole of the crime, which I am bound to conceal at all hazards. "Ah,
mother! what will you not cost me!" I murmured with tears. Fixing my
eyes again upon the portrait of the dead man, it seemed to me that I
read in its eyes and mouth an injunction never to wound the heart of the
woman he had so dearly loved--even for the sake of avenging him. "I will
obey you," I made answer to my father, and bade adieu to that part of my
vengeance. It was very hard, very cruel to myself; nevertheless, it was
possible; for, after all, did I hate the wretch himself? He had struck
the blow, it is true, but only as a servile tool in the hand of another.
Ah! that other, I would not let _him_ escape, when he should be in my
grip, he who had conceived, meditated, arranged, and paid for the deed,
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