inflict this torture upon her."
"Words, words," I answered, moved to the bottom of my soul in spite of
myself, by the outburst of an anguish in which I was forced to recognise
sincerity. "It is because my mother is noble and pure that I will not
have her remain the wife of a vile murderer for a day longer. You shall
kill yourself, or she shall know all."
"Do it then if you dare," he replied, with a return to the natural pride
of his character, at the ferocity of my answer. "Do it if you dare! Yes,
she is my wife, yes, she loves me; go and tell her, and kill her
yourself with the words. Ha, you see! You turn pale at the mere thought.
I have allowed you to live, yes, I, on account of her, and do you
suppose I do not hate you as much as you hate me? Nevertheless, I have
respected you because you were dear to her, and you will have to do the
same with me. Yes, do you hear, it must be so----"
It was he who was giving orders now, he who was threatening. How plainly
had he read my mind, to stand up before me in such an attitude. Furious
passion broke loose in me; I took in the facts of the situation. This
man had loved my mother madly enough to purchase her at the cost of the
murder of his most intimate friend, and he loved her after all those
years passionately enough to desire that not one of the days he had
still to pass with her might be lost to him. And it was also true that
never, never should I have the courage to reveal the terrific truth to
the poor woman. I was suddenly carried away by rage to the point of
losing all control over my frenzy. "Ah!" I cried, "since you will not do
justice on yourself, die then, at once!" I stretched out my hand and
seized the dagger which he had recently placed upon the table. He
looked at me without flinching, or recoiling, indeed presenting his
breast to me, as though to brave my childish rage. I was on his left,
bending down, and ready to spring. I saw his smile of contempt, and then
with all my strength I struck him with the knife in the direction of the
heart. The blade entered his body to the hilt. No sooner had I done this
thing than I recoiled, wild with terror at the deed. He uttered a cry.
His face was distorted with terrible agony, and he moved his right hand
towards the wound, as though he would draw out the dagger. He looked at
me, convulsed with unbearable agony; I saw that he wanted to speak; his
lips moved, but no sound issued from his mouth. The expression of a
supreme effort passed into his eyes, he turned to the table, took a pen,
dipped it into the inkstand, and traced two lines on a sheet of paper
within his reach. He looked at me again, his lips moved once more, then
he fell down like a log.
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