Write to them! The words sickened me. They were united; never, nevermore
should I be able to think of the one without thinking of the other.
"And you?"
"I have already written."
"When are they to be married?"
"They were married yesterday," she answered, in so low a tone that I
hardly heard the words.
"And where?" I asked, after a pause.
"In the country, at the house of some friends." Then she added quickly:
"They preferred that you should not be there on account of the
interruption of your holidays. They have gone away for three weeks; then
they will go to see you in Paris before they start for Italy. You know I
am not well enough to travel. I will keep you here until then. Be a good
boy, and go now and write."
I had many other questions to put to her, and many more tears to weep,
but I restrained myself, and a quarter of an hour later, I was seated at
my dear good aunt's writing-table in her salon.
How I loved that room on the ground floor, with its glass door opening
on the garden. It was filled with remembrance for me. On the wall at the
side of the old-fashioned "secretary" hung the portraits, in frames of
all shapes and sizes, of those whom the good and pious soul had loved
and lost. This funereal little corner spoke strongly to my fancy. One of
the portraits was a coloured miniature, representing my
great-grandmother in the costume of the Directory, with a short waist,
and her hair dressed _à la_ Proudhon. There was also a miniature of my
great-uncle, her son. What an amiable, self-important visage was that of
the staunch admirer of Louis Philippe and M. Thiers! Then came my
paternal grandfather, with his strong parvenu physiognomy, and my father
at all ages. Underneath these works of art was a bookcase, in which I
found all my father's school prizes, piously preserved. What a feeling
of protection I derived from the portières in green velvet, with long
bands of needlework, my aunt's masterpieces, which hung in wide folds
over the doors! With what admiration I regarded the faded carpet, with
its impossible flowers, which I had so often tried to gather in my
babyhood! This was one of the legends of my earliest years, one of those
anecdotes which are told of a beloved son, which make him feel that the
smallest details of his existence have been observed, understood, and
loved. In later days I have been frozen by the ice of indifference. And
my aunt, she whose life had been lived among these old-fashioned things,
how I loved her, with that face in which I read nothing but supreme
tenderness for me, those eyes whose gaze did me good in some mysterious
part of my soul! I felt her so near to me, only through her likeness to
my father, that I rose from my task four or five times to kiss her,
during the time it took me to write my letter of congratulation to the
worst enemy I had, to my knowledge, in the world.
And this was the second indelible date in my life.
V
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