She came--and with him. She took her seat in the parlour, which is
decorated with vile portraits of scholars who have taken prizes at the
general examinations. My schoolfellows were also talking to their
mothers, but none could boast a mother so worthy to be loved as mine!
Never had she seemed to me so beautiful, with her slender and elegant
figure, her graceful neck, her deep eyes, her fine smile. But I could
not say a word to her, because my stepfather, "Jack," as she called him,
with her pretty affectation of an English accent, was there between us.
Ah! that antipathy which paralyses all the loving impulses of the heart,
how intensely have I felt it, then and since! I thought I could perceive
that my mother was surprised, almost saddened by my coldness when she
bade me farewell; but ought she not to have known that I would never
show my love for her in his presence? She is gone; she is on her
travels, and I remain here.
Other images arise which recall our schoolroom in the evenings of that
first winter of my imprisonment. The metal stove burns red in the middle
of the gas-lit room. A bowl of water is placed upon the top lest the
heat should affect our heads. All along the walls stretches the line of
our desks, and behind each of us is a little cupboard in which we keep
our books and papers. Silence reigns, and is rendered more perceptible
by the scratching of pens, the turning over of leaves, and an occasional
suppressed cough. The master is in his place, behind a desk which is
raised above the others. His name is Rodolphe Sorbelle, and he is a
poet. The other day he let fall out of his pocket a sheet of paper
covered with writing and erasures, from which we managed to make out the
following lines:
Je voudrais être oiseau des champs,
Avoir un bec,
Chanter avec:
Je voudrais être oiseau des champs,
Avoir des ailes,
Voler sur elles.
Mais je ne puis en faire autant,
Car j'ai le bec
beaucoup trop sec,
Et je suis pion,
'Cré nom de nom!
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