searching for a correspondence between the construction of his frame,
and the signs and tokens given in specialist books upon the subject, as
those which indicate criminals; the upper part of his body was too heavy
for his legs, his arms were too strongly developed, the expression of
the lower jaw was hard, and his thumb too long. The latter peculiarity
assumed additional importance to my mind from the fact that my
stepfather had a habit of closing his hand with the thumb inwards as
though to hide it. I was well aware that I must not set any real store
by observations of this kind; I rejected them as puerile, but I returned
to them again, in order to supplement them by others which gave value
and importance to the former.
I reflected deeply upon the hereditary probabilities of M. Termonde's
character, during our rides in the Bois. His maternal grandfather had
shot himself with a pistol; his own brother had drowned himself, after
having dissipated hip fortune, taken service in the army, and deserted
under disgraceful circumstances. There were tragic elements in the
family history. How often as we rode together, boot almost touching
boot, have I turned those mad, sad, bad fancies in my head, and worse
ones still!
We would return, and sometimes I would go in to breakfast with my
mother, or call at her hotel after my solitary meal taken in my little
dining-room in the Avenue Montaigne. M. Termonde and I were very rarely
alone together during my visits to the hotel on the Boulevard
Latour-Marbourg. What did it matter to me now? If he was the criminal
whom I was bent on running down, he was forewarned; I had no longer any
chance of wresting his secret from him by surprise. I much preferred to
study him while he was talking, and in the course of his conversation
with one person or another, in my presence, I learned how perfect was
his self-control. In my childhood and my early youth, I had hated that
power of mastering himself completely, which he possessed to a supreme
degree, while I was so foolish, so helpless a victim to my nervous
sensibility, so incapable of the cold-bloodedness that hides violent
emotion with the mask of calmness. Now, it gave me a sort of pleasure to
contemplate the depth of his hypocrisy. He had such an inveterate habit
of dissimulation, such a mania for it, indeed, that he kept silence
respecting the smallest events of his life, even to his wife. He never
spoke of the visits he made, the people he met, the plans he formed, or
the books he read. He had evidently trained himself to forecast the most
remote consequences of every sentence that he uttered. This unremitting
watch kept upon himself in a life apparently so easy, prosperous, and
happy, could not fail to impress even the least observant people with an
idea that the man was an enigmatical personage. On putting together the
various pieces of his strange character and connecting his dissimulation
with the passionate frenzy which I had observed in him, he appeared to
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